Chapter Nine: Kimber and Eboni
"Well?"
Meanwhile, outside in the studio carpark, Danse had perched herself on
the
wall, pulling her friend down beside her.
"Well? Well what?" Eboni demanded. Danse's brow knitted into an
uncharacteristic frown.
"I'm waiting for an explanation."
"I don't have to justify what I do to anyone. Least of all you."
"I think, in light of the circumstances, that you do." Danse folded her
arms.
"Firstly, you lie to me about taking drugs - more than that, you
reproach
me for even thinking it of you. Secondly you practically throw yourself
on
Shawn - whether you have a grievance or not, a scene is not worth your
hassle.
And thirdly...well, I guess I'm worried about you, too. This job was
meant
to be your ticket out of your problems...what are you playing at? Don't
forget
that it's my reputation on the line here too. I brought you here,
remember...you
promised you wouldn't let me down!"
Eboni bit her lip.
"You don't understand." She whispered. "What he's done to me..."
"Listen, Eb." Danse put a gentle arm across her friend's shoulders. "I
know
that he hurt you badly, probably a lot more badly than he even
realises.
I know that you wanted to go abroad with Michel but you couldn't
because
they queried your marital status and there wasn't the option to fuss
about
with paperwork when he wouldn't comply with your wishes. I know all of
that.
But you're destroying your own happiness by staying so bitter."
Eboni's green eyes clouded over.
"What happiness?" She demanded. "Ellie, Michel was everything important
to
me. He was the first guy who ever really loved me...just as I was.
Neuroses and all. I didn't feel I had to pretend with him. And I woulda
forgiven Shawn
the debacle of our marriage...hell, I would've conceded him anything if
he'd
just done that one tiny thing and given me my freedom."
"Well, in all honesty I don't feel very amiable towards him myself
right
at the moment." Danse admitted. "I'm finding it hard to equate him with
the
image you've painted for me of your villainous other half. It doesn't
fit
with the Shawn I know. All I can think is that he acted without
thinking
and he really didn't understand how important this was to you."
"If someone wants a divorce, in the circumstances he and I were in, the
only
reason for not granting it is malicious self-interest." Eboni spat out
the
words. "And he can go to Hell if he thinks I'm giving him one now. I
don't
care what his feelings are for Kimber...he's not going to marry her.
Not
while there's still breath in my body."
"And if you carry on taking whatever it is you're taking, that might
not
be so very long." Danse pointed out acidly. "What are they, Eboni?"
Eboni glanced down.
"Anti-depressants." she admitted. "Well, sort of. I was on prescription
for
a while but that ended and they wouldn't give me any more. So...I found
another
way. You know that I know enough people."
Danse sighed.
"Yes. I know you do." She said sadly. "Oh, Eboni...what am I going to
do
with you?"
"I...I'm sorry I lied." Eboni murmured. "I didn't want to get you
involved, and...well...I thought if you knew you might feel you had to
boot me off the
set."
"Are you addicted?"
"I don't know." Eboni confessed. "I take them when I feel bad...and
that's
more often than not these days." She looked apprehensive. "Are you
going
to ask me to go?"
"I don't think that it's my right to do that." Danse frowned. "In any
case,
though it's probably bad judgement, I can't turn in a friend like that.
What
worries me more is that Shawn or Saffron might say something. I'll do
all
I can to argue your case, Eb, but you have to swear blind to me that
you
won't take anything else while you're on set, okay? You were acting
crazy
just now and I can't take responsibility for that liability."
Eboni let out a heavy sigh.
"I...all right." She said slowly "I'll promise, Ellie, for you. You're
the
only person who has any faith left in me...I don't want you to hate me
too."
"Of course I don't hate you." Danse hugged her impulsively. "You have
problems,
and you need help, Eb."
"Maybe, but not now." Eboni waved it away impatiently. "I have things
to
settle. I need to speak to Kimber..."
"I don't think that would be wise." Danse looked cautious. "This show
is
high profile. If noone picked up your earlier outburst, you were
fortunate, but don't try your luck again. The backers are coming to
inspect the premises in the next day or two, if what Jem was saying is
correct...for Heaven's sake,
Eboni, the stakes are too high!"
"I don't want to attack Kimber." Eboni replied with a shake of her
head.
"I'm sobered up now, Ellie...I promise I am. I want to warn the girl of
what
she's getting into."
"You'll break her heart." Danse protested. "I know Kimber, Eboni, and I
know
she loves Shawn a hell of a lot. As much as you loved Michel, in fact.
It'd
be too cruel!"
"She can never marry Shawn while he is married to me." Eboni got to her
feet.
"And for the sake of other women, I intend on maintaining that
matrimony.
I might as well make use of it. Michel was the only man I ever really
loved,
and in truth I still do love him, more than anything...but I can't have
him,
so I'll resign myself to being the troublesome wife, shall I?"
Her tone was bitter, and Danse frowned.
"Don't be like that." She chided. Eboni snorted, lighting up a
cigarette.
"Well, how else should I be?" She demanded. "My husband wants to marry
another
woman, the man I love is in France, probably married himself by now,
and
I'm screwed up to the sky on anti-depressants which, if I'm honest,
don't
work all that great anyway. You tell me what I should do with my life?"
"You're not old enough to be so bitter." Danse scolded. "I tell you
what.
Forget Shawn. Put him out of your head. Come on set and meet the
Holograms
- be nice and friendly and you'll find they're nice in return. Kimber
knows
nothing of Shawn's behaviour to you, I'd stake a lot on that, because
she
isn't a malicious person...so don't take it out on her."
A memory of her discussion with the Misfits flashed into Eboni's mind
and
she frowned, flicking ash onto the concrete.
"There's something else I need to tell you." She said slowly, her
conscience coming to the fore for once. "It's...about the Misfits."
Carefully she explained
the deal she had entered into. Danse's frown deepened.
"I'm glad you told me." She said quietly. "Pizzazz has a lot of money,
Eboni,
and she and her father have a lot of influence - I believe Harvey is
involved
in funding this production, actually. But she's not to be relied
on...she'll
get you doing her dirty work and then she'll most likely pull her name
out
of the hat leaving you floundering. Besides..." She paused, then, "I
did
hear a rumour about her knowing Shawn rather intimately herself at one
time."
"I did wonder why she was so keen to do the dirty on Kimber." Eboni
admitted.
"I don't really care anything for either the Misfits or Kimber, Ellie,
but
I don't want to screw this up for you. I guess I'll go tell Pizzazz I
don't
want any part of this after all - that it's too personal to me. I guess
it's
true. I'm having all kinds of feelings that I've not had for years, and
some
of them are verging on homicidal."
"I know. You gave us an ample demonstration of them." Danse said dryly.
"Come
on. It'll be all right, and if you really want to help me out then
you'll
come and do as I say. I'm sure you won't regret it."
"I hope not." Eboni sighed, getting to her feet and taking a drag on
her
cigarette, then flicking it into a nearby drain. "Okay, here I come.
I'm
sober now at least...more or less, anyway. No more wild temper, I
promise. I'm in control."
The Holograms were setting up on stage when Danse and her friend
reentered the auditorium. Eboni hesitated a moment, sure all eyes were
on her but as
luck would have it the fracaar had been little noticed, and Shawn had
not
wished to make a big deal of it. Saffron had withdrawn to the models'
dressing
room, deep in thought over the whole matter, and the set was peaceful
once
more.
With a glance at Danse for support, Eboni detoured across the set to
where
the Misfits were having their makeup seen to.
"Pizzazz, I thought things through and I need this job to badly to mess
it
up." She said quietly. "In any case this is too personal to me...I
don't
want to be involved."
"Wimp." Pizzazz's eyes narrowed. "I saw the way you flew at Shawn,
though...what
did he do to change your mind?"
"Nothing. I still hate him as much as ever." Eboni replied. "But I
don't
think I can do this. I guess I'm sorry...I gotta do my job and try and
keep
out of it."
Before Pizzazz could retort she turned on her heel, rejoining Danse
across
the studio and the two girls headed across to the stage.
"Hi, Danse!" Aja sent the dancer a grin. "This is your friend, I
trust?"
"Yeah. Eboni, meet the Holograms." Danse nodded. "Aja, Raya,
Shana...Kimber...and their leading lady Jem. Girls, this is Eboni."
"Is that your real name?" Raya looked curiously at the dancer, for
Eboni's
appearance was more than a little striking.
Eboni looked rueful. She shook her dark head.
"No." She admitted. "But it's all I answer to these days, for various
reasons."
"How long have you two known each other?" Shana asked.
"A long time." Danse grinned. "We actually met at Haven House."
"Oh?" Aja looked interested. "How come?"
"We're both runaways." Eboni smiled slightly. "In a way it's logical we
wound
up friends."
"I didn't know you were a runaway, Danse." Kimber sounded surprised.
"No...but you do know that I didn't grow up knowing my father and that
I
was seperated from my mother when I was a young girl." Danse replied.
"I
was put into foster care but it didn't work out and I was reckless...I
ran
away, but I met up with a volunteer from Haven House and she helped me.
I
was fifteen at the time. Eboni arrived the same night I did, and we
wound
up sharing a room there. We hit it off right away and we discovered we
both
loved to dance. We went to Dance school together - working jobs,
scholarships,
whatever it took to get there, and we roomed together there too. We've
been
in touch for ten years or so, though not always in immediate contact."
"Ellie's usually the one who gets me out of scrapes, not the other way
around."
Eboni laughed, but the laughter did not reach her green eyes and there
was
a strange ring to it. "She's the good girl...hard to believe she was
once
impulsive enough to run away."
"So that's why you're so devoted to Haven House, Danse." A look of
understanding
crossed Jem's features. "I've often wondered."
"Well, now you know." Danse smiled. "Anyway, back to business. Where do
you
want us and what can we do? The other dancers are in the dressing room
I
believe, but I thought I'd come check the choreography with you girls
first.
It's your show, after all."
"Don't remind me." Shana pulled a face. "I get butterflies just
thinking about
it."
"She's having a fit of panic about how good her fashions are." Aja
rolled
her eyes. "As we've all told her, her clothes are fabulous, but you
know
Shana."
Danse laughed.
"Yes, and I know they'll be fabulous." She agreed. "Don't worry, Shana.
You
and Regine are two of the most talented people I know in terms of
fashion."
Eboni tuned out of the conversation, eying each of the Holograms in
turn.
Danse had been right. They were friendly and open with each other and
with
her, a stranger to them all.
"If only I hadn't known about Shawn and Kimber." She mused. "I might
even
like them all off bat. As it is I can't help feeling...something
about
all of this."
Her gaze rested on the redhead, and her expression became thoughtful.
"Young, naive, pretty." She decided. "Danse is right. She's not the
kind
to play a guy to get another woman hurt...I'll bet she doesn't know
what
a duplitious creep her boyfriend is."
Kimber caught her gaze, offering a smile.
"Do you live in California?" She asked. Eboni nodded.
"Yes, but not for long, and I don't know how long I'll stay on." she
replied
slowly. "I don't tend to settle easy in one place...I prefer to be on
the
move. A couple of years here, another couple there...that's why since
we
left dance school and our early shows together Ellie and I have only
been
in spasmodic contact, though we write and phone."
"You must've been to lots of places."
"Yeah, guess I have." Eboni let out a bitter laugh. "Never been to
France.
Shame really. I have a feeling I might have been happy there."
Startled by this, Kimber made no reply, and, glancing at Danse to make
sure
she was fully occupied in what she was saying, Eboni took her
opportunity. She lowered her voice.
"Listen, kid. Keep away from Shawn Harrison. He's nothing but trouble."
Kimber stared.
"What?"
"Trust me. Ellie said...lots of people have said that you have a big
thing
going with him...well, take my advice and quit while you're ahead.
You'll
only regret it...he'll only hurt you. Take it from one who knows."
"I don't understand." Kimber looked both bewildered and stricken, too
surprised
to be angry at the remarks. "What do you mean? Why would he hurt me?
What
do you know about him, anyway?"
Eboni produced her left hand, holding it in front of the redhead's gaze
and
wiggling her fourth finger.
"That's what I know." She said quietly.
Naive she might be, but Kimber wasn't stupid, and she understood fully
her
companion's meaning. Stricken surprise became anger and she pushed
Eboni's
hand away.
"You're lying!" she exclaimed. "He wouldn't have...he'd have told me
if..."
She trailed off, her expression so bemused and distressed that it
pulled
a little on Eboni's heart. "Wouldn't he?"
"We were very young." She said now. "Too young and very stupid. He
don't
love me, Kimber, I can guarantee you that, and he hasn't seen me more
than
once since we split up, which is...well, too long ago now. But in that
meeting
he refused to give me a divorce so that I could go marry the man I
loved...he
turned me down and I lost my chance at happiness. I've hated him so
badly
since that day and I didn't want to meet you because I didn't know how
I
would react if I did...but now I know who you are I want to stop you
from
getting your heart broken. Shawn's a married man, and Kimber, I ain't
giving
him up, not while there is life in me. Till death us do part, that's
what
our vows said, and he reminded me of them when I asked him to divorce
me.
That's what he wants...he hasn't any intention of divorcing me, and
you're
only gonna get burned if you keep believing his lies."
"I don't believe it." Kimber's face was ashen, and her words were
barely above
a whisper. "I won't! Not Shawn! Not...not my Shawn..."
Carefully Eboni slid the ring off her finger, handing it to the other
girl,
who took it rather dazedly. Inside it was engraved with two names, and
Kimber
could read enough of them to know that the stranger spoke the truth.
The ring fell out of her hand, clattering on the ground and Eboni
stooped to pick it up, glancing at it and then sliding it back onto her
fourth finger.
"I haven't worn it in years, but I wore it today because I was going to
use
it to hurt you." She said gravely. "But it's not