Chapter Eight
"You know, one thing about America that never fails to amaze me is 'ow different every place is from each other."
As they walked through the
bustling,
busy city streets, Jetta glanced around her, a thoughtful look on her
face.
"You know? I've
lived in Los Angeles for what, three
years, near enough now? An' I'm well used to Californian city life. But
whenever we're
away, it's always cool to see 'ow
much variety there is across the country. Las Vegas ain't like
California
at all."
"Well, America is such a big
country,
I suppose it was inevitable." Justin observed. "My geography teacher at
school used to
say that, whatever you wanted to
see in the world - mountains, volcanoes, snow, sun, desert...it was all
right here in the United
States." He grinned. "My job has
taken me through most of it, too."
"Well, speakin' as a foreigner, I
'ave to say that England is a different world yet again." Jetta
responded.
"I'm comin' to the
conclusion that there ain't two
places alike on this earth." A smile touched her face. "I'd kinda like
to visit as many of 'em as I
can, before I pop me clogs an' get
nailed up in me box."
"Well, here's another one to add
to your list." Justin grinned. "Truthfully, Jetta, I'd love to see
England
as much as you want to
see the world. I've watched
television
programmes on Europe, but I've never had an excuse to go...I've often
envied
you that,
that you've been a part of two such
different worlds."
"My world in England wasn't worth envying, Justin." Jetta said quietly. "Mind you, goin' back to England is cool, so long as it ain't a family visit."
"I was serious, you know, about us maybe taking a trip out there some time." Justin reminded her. Jetta laughed.
"You wouldn't last ten seconds alone in the world I grew up in." She told him dryly. "But sure, if you're so keen. I guess it couldn't 'urt...just once."
"I am keen." Justin nodded. He grabbed Jetta's arm, stopping her and indicating the view behind them of the city in all it's spectacular glory. In the clear, cloud-free darkness the city was lit up brighter than a christmas tree in neon signs, and in it's own way it was a breathtaking sight.
"What do you reckon?" he remarked. "Pretty, huh?"
"It really is another world."
Jetta
murmured, and glancing at her Justin could tell the image had captured
her imagination.
"So...I dunno. Unique...but
beautiful."
Gently he kissed her.
"So are you." He told her softly. "Both unique and beautiful."
Jetta's cheeks pinkened slightly
at this, not knowing quite how to respond. She did not pull away from
his
reassuring grip,
however, and for a moment they just
stood there, watching the lights.
"Tonight is a night for lovers." Justin decided. "Don't you reckon?"
"In my book, who needs an excuse?" Jetta grinned.
"You're terrible." Justin scolded. "I was trying to be romantic!"
Jetta looked unrepentant.
"You should know me well enough
by
now to know I dont bite on that." She said firmly. "It is magical 'ere
though, mind you. In
a weird, surreal kinda way. I know
I ain't never gonna forget it."
Justin paused, gauging his
companion's
mood and weighing up his options. In the glow of the bright neon lights
she looked ever
the more striking, her grey eyes
for once softened by the sight before her, and the wind gently played
with
wisps of her dark
hair. In an instant, he made up
his mind. Yes, it was a gamble, he told himself, but that's why he had
come to Las Vegas - to
gamble. And he couldn't keep losing
his nerve. He'd shied away from it in the restaurant, allowed the
subject
to move onto
other things, but he knew that he
wouldn't forgive himself if they left Las Vegas the next day without
him
having at least posed
the question. He hesitated for a
moment, pursing his lips. He knew how much he loved her, but how much
did
she love him?
More than she'd ever loved before,
that he was sure of, but how would she react? Would she push him away?
"Only one way to find out." He murmured to himself, steeling his nerves, then, out loud he said
"We could make it even more special tonight, you know."
"Oh?" Jetta turned curious grey eyes on him. "What you got in mind?"
"You see that building over there?" Justin pointed. Jetta nodded.
"Yeah...what about it?"
"That's the wedding chapel." He grinned at her. "Fancy an adventure?"
"Get married?" Shock entered Jetta's grey eyes. "Are you mad?"
"No...I'm in love." Justin
responded
with a smile. "And I'm totally serious, Jetta. Don't you think that it
would be the most
perfect ending to a perfect week,
to come away from here man and wife? You'd not have any of the wedding
ceremony hassles
that you'd have if we did it in
California with everyone there...and you said yourself that our
relationship
is growing stronger all
the time."
"God, I don't know." Jetta frowned. "Justin, this is all sudden and..."
"Jetta, I know better than I ever
have that you are the only woman I want to be with." Suddenly Justin's
tone had lost it's teasing
note, and he cupped her chin in
his hand, meeting her bewildered grey eyes with his soft brown ones. "I
don't want to lose
you...not ever."
"You're a bloody fool." Jetta said bluntly. "Wantin' to spend your life with me."
"Why is it so crazy?" Justin asked.
"You think I'm gonna make you
'appy?
You think I'm good wife material?" Jetta demanded. "For a start, you
want
kids an' I
don't...you really think we're a
match made in 'eaven?"
"All I know is that I love you."
Justin said softly. "And to be honest, it's not just me being mad and
impulsive.
I've wanted to ask
you for a while, but I've been too
afraid to say it...just tonight seemed to be perfect."
"You really love me that much?" Despite herself, Jetta's heart was touched by his simple affection for her. Justin nodded.
"Yes." He agreed solemnly. Jetta bit her lip.
"I wish I had 'alf the conviction
you do." She murmured, turning away from him to glance back at the
view.
She frowned. "Why
tonight, Justin? What made you ask
me now?"
"Things seemed to be going my way." Justin told her softly. "The casino win, a nice dinner...and then a walk under the stars..."
"I knew there was a reason behind
this little walk of yours." Jetta's brow knitted together. "An ulterior
motive. This was it,
wasn't it? You wanted to show me
the weddin' chapel an' try your luck?"
"Yes, I suppose I did." Justin
admitted.
"I wanted to ask you in the restaurant, but I chickened out. But I'd
resolved
that I
wasn't going back to LA without
at least having asked you. If you're not ready for it, Jetta, I won't
love
you any the less and it
won't change anything, I promise.
I just love you and I don't want to let you go. That's the honest
truth.
We've had our ups and downs, but I've never felt as close to you as I
have
this week, away from all the pressure back home."
"Those pressures would still be there, you know. When we go 'ome." Jetta sighed. "This isn't real, Justin. It's just a break. Los Angeles is real...that's where we're both rooted down."
"I know." Justin acknowledged. "But there are some things I think we'd be stronger facing together. I decided some time ago that I wanted to stick with you, Jetta, despite everything we've gone through of late. I know I'd wait for you as long as it took...but whilst we're here...I needed to ask."
Jetta glanced up at him, her
expression
unreadable. There was a long silence, which threatened to grow
oppressive,
then a
smile touched her lips.
"You bottled it in the restaurant?" She asked. Justin nodded sheepishly.
"Yeah."
"So that was what all that prattle about weddings and Las Vegas was about?"
"Er...yeah...I guess so."
"How many times 'ave you been plottin' to ask me an' bottled it?"
"Um, a few." Justin admitted. "I mean, it's been in my mind, but I didn't think of actually voicing it until we were here."
"An' that's why Las Vegas?"
"No, that was coincidence. Just
as
I said - my friend offered me a favour and I took it." Justin glanced
at
his hands. "But since we were here, it's been nagging at me. I figured
you wouldn't want a big deal fuss. It's partly impulsive, Jetta. I mean,
tonight and the lights, it actually
felt right, not as scary as it's been before. But on the other hand
it's
not impulse. It's something
I've wanted to discuss with you
for a while."
"Hmm."
Jetta frowned, clearly turning this over in her mind. Justin watched anxiously as a range of emotions crossed her features. She paused, then awkwardly squeezed his hand.
"Nobody ever asked me to marry them before." She murmured. "I always thought that, if a bloke did, I'd laugh in his face. But...I'm not laughin'. I'm thinkin' things through. What it would mean...for both of us. I don't really know what married couples do, except nag and argue an' yell at the kids."
"We don't have to follow anyone else's pattern, you know." Justin offered her a smile. "We're not other couples. We're us. We'd make up our own rules. I'm not asking you to become Mrs Domestic. I'm just asking you to be a part of my life for as long as we're around. That's all. How we did it...well...that would be up to us, wouldn't it? We'd be the same people tomorrow as we are tonight. We'd just have an extra bond...something special and concrete."
Jetta looked startled.
"No kids?" She ventured. "No me cookin' an' cleanin' while you're out at work...no 'avin' to give up the Misfits?"
"I wouldn't ask anything of you that you didn't want yourself." Justin said simply. Jetta pursed her lips.
"Oh, what the 'ell." She said softly. "Let's go mad an' do it. It might be fun to spring a surprise on 'em all...and I'm damned if I wanna spend the rest of my life bein' a member of the no-good Burns family. Not to mention that it'll show Pizzazz once and for all that I'm me own boss an' make me own choices. If we're married, she can't stop me seeing you, can she?"
Justin's eyes lit up.
"That was a yes?" he asked. "A definite yes?"
"I guess it was." Jetta grinned. "So long as I get a ring out of it."
"A ring? By all means." Justin
winked.
"Come on. The stores are open till late. We got time to choose rings
and
do it right here
and right now...if you've any
doubts,
speak now!"
"I don't go back on my decisions once they're made, an' I ain't afraid of anythin', least of all you." Jetta assured him. "Let's go."
"I wonder where the best place is around here to get a wedding ring." Justin mused.
"Well, I'm choosin' it." Jetta told him. She smirked. "An' it's gonna be expensive. No tacky rubbish. I want class."
"I wouldn't expect you to choose
anything less." Justin kissed her on the forehead. "Hey, I think I see
a jewellery store over
across the way, you see where I'm
looking?"
"Yes, I see." Jetta nodded her head. "You know, it seems kinda bizarre to 'ave a jewellers in the middle of an area like this."
"Not when you remember the chapel." Justin pointed out, leading the way towards the store.
"Are you goin' to 'ave a ring, too?"
"Sure." Justin nodded his head.
"You
think I don't want a memento of this, Jetta?" He laughed. "Maybe we can
get it
engraved..."
"Justin, we fly out of Las Vegas
tomorrow." Jetta interrupted him. "It's late now. We ain't got all
bleedin'
night. If we're going to
do this then we're going to do
it...we
ain't 'anging around for no engraver."
"You're eager all of a sudden!" Justin stared at her. Jetta blushed.
"Guess you've got to me." She
confessed.
"It's kinda a buzz, thinkin' about it." She grinned. "Playin' 'em all
for
fools back 'ome,
you know? Comin' 'ome Sheila
Pelligrini
instead of Sheila Burns! Pizzazz will freak when she finds
out...totally
freak! She'll 'ave
to change all me paperwork to begin
with! And Roxy...God, your sister's goin' to be gettin' a shock!"
Justin looked amused.
"Roxy's tough, she can handle it." He observed.
"Does she know you were gonna ask me?"
"Nope. Noone bar Mom knew." Justin looked a little embarrassed at this. "I...uh...wanted to know how Dad proposed to her."
"Is that why she seemed so keen to sing me your song the other week?"
"I don't know. My Mom's a strange being." Justin said ruefully. "But I'd like to think she had our best interests at heart. I often regret telling her I felt that way, actually...ever since I did, she's been poking her nose in like no tomorrow. She thinks she's guiding me, or something."
"Didn't your folks get divorced?
Gianina's been married twice." Jetta reminded him, pushing open the
door
of the jeweller's and
pulling him over towards a display.
"Ooh..."
"Just because Mom and Dad split
up
doesn't mean I don't get her advice." Justin laughed. He glanced at the
ring display, then
raised an eyebrow. "Are you just
looking for the most expensive ring in the store, Jetta?"
"Yep." Jetta agreed cheerfully.
"Hey,
we won a bomb, we can afford it. Besides..." She eyed him slyly. "Ain't
I worth the most
expensive ring?"
"Of course you are." Justin told
her. "But I want you to pick something you like, not something that
just
has a huge price tag on
it."
"Okay, okay." Jetta grumbled.
"An'
shouldn't you be lookin' too, Mr Smarty? You said you wanted a
memento!"
She arched
an eyebrow. "That is, if you need
one, and 'avin' me ain't enough..."
"Oh, quit it with the teasing." Justin laughed. "I'm greedy. I want you and a ring. Satisfied?"
"I suppose so." Jetta relented.
"And
by the way, I like that one. There." She smiled. "Classy, chic an' very
expensive. Sounds
right to me."
Justin looked amused.
"You're impossible." he told her
affectionately. "But then again, I suppose this is supposed to be the
big
occasion...okay. If
that's what you want, that's what
we'll get."