Chapter Four: Shopping Trip
It was dark.
All around her, through the dim smoke and haze, she was aware of people
calling her name. Taking a step backwards, she found herself up against a
brick wall, as the figures began to emerge from the drifting mist. As the
haze began to clear, she could make out first Aaron and then his beautiful
fiancee, their eyes bright with excitement. Both were dressed in wedding
attire, Copper's hair thick with rice and pulled back beneath a silken veil.
In the strange light, she looked ever more beautiful, and try as Stefana might
to attract Aaron's attention, the road manager was oblivious to her calls.
She took a step forward, reaching out for them but the floor in front of
her seemed uneven and she stumbled, watching helplessly as Aaron and Copper
vanished from sight. She was on her feet in an instant, but someone was pulling
her back and she swung around, meeting a chilling gaze.
He was like nothing she'd ever seen before, his eyes gleaming with anger
and amusement all at the same time as he grabbed her around the throat,
bringing his gaze close to hers.
"We said three seventy, doll." He hissed. "Pay up, else the world will
know what kind of a girl Stefana Ranieri really is."
"Get off me!" She struggled, but it was futile. Through the mists she
could make out another shadow, and with a jolt of realisation she recognised
her brother. His expression was dark, his eyes foreboding and his demeanour
one of disappointment.
"You've let me down. Let Dad down." He told her coldly. "You're not welcome
here any more."
"Luca, wait!" As he turned to walk away, Stefana struggled once more
against the demon who held her - for yes, he was a demon, now she looked
at him more closely, and not a man at all. With all of her strength she
pushed him off, running after her brother and grabbing him by the arm.
"Luca, wait, you don't understand..."
"I understand." Luca paused, casting her a hollow look. "You're not who
I thought you were after all."
"But...you promised Dad..."
"Dad wouldn't want you if he knew what you were involved in." Luca shook
his arm free. "I don't need you. Diablo don't need you. We don't need people
like you dragging us down."
"I always knew she was trouble." That was Madeleine, she recognised the
accent, even if she could not see the singers face. "I told you, Luca, she's
no good for the band."
"She's just a little girl, playing grown up games." This time it was
Clay she heard. "Come on, Luca. We don't need her any more."
"You owe me three seventy, doll." The demon had caught up to her, wrapping
his arm around her shoulders and sending her a meaningful look. "You got
me? Three hundred seventy bucks, else the whole world will know."
"Let me go!" Stefana fought to push him away, but he shook his head.
"Nope, you belong to me now. Noone else wants you." He told her. "You
belong to me."
"Steffi?"
A fresh voice interrupted the conversation, and Stefana gazed around
her for the speaker. It sounded like Marissa, but everything was confusing
her, and she didn't know...
"Steffi, wake up! You're having a nightmare!" This time Marissa's words
penetrated right through Stefana's dreamstate, waking the other girl up with
a start. She sat up in bed, breathing hard, as she registered that it had
been nothing more than a hallucination, figments of her imagination taunting
her sleep and her dreams.
"You were having a nightmare." Marissa repeated, sitting down on the
end of the other girl's bed and casting her a concerned look. "You woke
me crying out. Are you okay? You look freaked."
"That's the last damn time I buy sleepers from that guy." Stefana muttered,
rubbing her temples. "God knows what was in them, I had a hell of a dream."
"I thought you'd quit using sleeping pills. Stef, you don't know what
they're cut with!" Marissa sounded alarmed.
"Well, I don't use them much." Stefana responded quietly. "Just tonight
I was so damn beat I had no choice. Too tired to sleep and all of that."
"No wonder it was so hard to wake you. I must've been trying for ten
minutes at least." Marissa remarked. "Stef, please don't use them again,
okay? It's bad enough you take what you do, without making matters worse.
We don't need you hooked on more than one thing."
"I'm not hooked on anything." Stefana snapped, reaching over to switch
on her bedside lamp, and glancing at the dial on the clock. "Three o' clock?"
"Yeah. It's still late, and I don't think you woke anyone else." Marissa
told her. "What was the dream about, Stef?"
"Doesn't matter." Stefana shook her head. "Tisn't like it meant anything.
Just a drug induced hallucination, that's all. I should've known better
than to go to that guy, his stuff is usually crap as hell, but I didn't have
much choice. I'm practically broke as it is, and he was cheap."
"How can you be broke?" Marissa stared at her. "We only got paid three
weeks ago, and our new album is selling like crazy!"
"Well, it's fine for you. You have a writing credit." Stefana was bitter.
"The rest gets split five ways and it ain't much when it comes to living
costs, I'll tell you. I gotta pay my share of the household expenses, not
to mention gas for my car and I've been using a lot of that lately. Then
there's cigarettes, and everything else. It doesn't hang around."
"I can't believe you've spent all that already." Marissa looked troubled.
"I know I get royalties for writing, like Clay, but still, there was a big
cut this month from the album profits. Maddy and Luca don't seem challenged
for money, and Maddy bought new boots and a brand new dress just this week,
not to mention the fact she's put a down payment on a new car. You can't
tell me that you haven't been paid enough, and I know Rory doesn't give advances
on wages, so I know there's no way you spent it that way."
"Well, it's gone. All right?" Stefana retorted. "I have about enough
to buy cigarettes this week, and that's it."
Marissa bit her lip.
"How much are you spending on drugs, Steffi?" She whispered.
"It's none of your business!" Stefana flared up at this, folding her
arms defensively across her body. "Enough to get what I need, that's all.
I'm not some out of control addict, Marissa, I can control what I take.
Just the stuff can be damn expensive."
"So don't buy it at all." Marissa reasoned softly. "There are so many
more things you could spend that money on, Stef! What about that gorgeous
top you saw in Beverly Hills last weekend, huh? You've hardly bought more
than the odd item of clothing here or there for ages, and that's not like
you - we used to go shopping for clothes a lot!"
"Well, the top was okay, but I don't have the money." Stefana said flatly.
"It's not my fault if Rory is stingy when he's dishing out wages, after
all."
"You didn't tell me how much you were spending." Marissa murmured.
"No, I told you it was none of your business, and it isn't." Stefana
snapped. "I don't ask you how much you spend on, I dunno, sending stuff
to your sister in Japan, or new shoes - which you have bought at least
seven new pairs in the last two weeks, so tell me that isn't a shoe addiction
beginning right there!"
"One of those pairs was for you, and you haven't paid me back yet." Marissa
looked troubled. "I'd forgotten about that."
"Well, forget it again, okay? I won't be paying you back this month."
Stefana reached for a pile of scrunched up paper on her bedside cabinet,
tossing a couple of sheets her friend's way. "See? Statement for my bank balance.
You believe me now?"
Marissa took the proffered sheets, smoothing them out and squinting at
them in the dim light of the lamp. As she made out the figures, her expression
became more troubled.
"Stef, over the last few weeks you've made six or seven big withdrawals."
She said quietly. "No wonder your account is this empty."
"Well, a girl has to have a life." Stefana defended herself. "I go out,
go to clubs, drinks cost money you know."
"Yeah, I know, but we all do that somewhere along the line." Marissa
indicated one large sum with her finger. "Since when did that cost this
much though, Steffi?"
"Oh, gimme that." Stefana snatched the sheets back, dumping them down
on her cabinet. "It's my money and I can spend it any way I choose, after
all. Besides, it's not as bad as it looks. The guy I get them from is just
being a pain about the price at the moment, that's all. I'll sort him out."
Marissa eyed her friend thoughtfully. Even in the dim glow of the lamp
she could make out the dark shadows beneath her friend's eyes, and, in
her nightgown, with her dark curls tousled and messy, and her arms crossed
defensively in front of her, she looked strangely fragile and vulnerable.
A mixture of tiredness, apprehension and despair mingled in the green eyes,
and Marissa began to seriously wonder if her friend had lost weight, for
she seemed so delicate.
"I just worry about you." She said at length. "Like any good friend would."
"Well, I wish you wouldn't bother." Stefana said bluntly. "As if it isn't
bad enough, living with goody two shoes Madeleine and that creep drummer
who thinks he's so damn clever. I don't need you fussing over me, Mari.
Luca plays Dad enough."
"Luca doesn't know what you're messed up in."
"No, and he isn't going to, all right?" Stefana glared at her. "Stay
out of it, Mari, I mean it! You gave me your word you wouldn't betray me,
so keep it, all right?"
"I would never break a promise." Marissa responded, though she seemed
troubled by it. "Though I'm starting to think it was one I should never have
made. I think you have a problem, Stef - that it isn't just a casual habit
any more, and it isn't even a mild addiction. I think you're more hooked on
these things than you think you are, and I think it's going to hurt you if
you don't get a grip on it soon."
"Listen to me, Marissa." Stefana grabbed her friend by the shoulders,
fixing her with a dark look. "I have always been able to take care of myself,
and dammit, I've always had to. I know what my body can take and what it
can't, and I'm fine, all right? It's not as if I'm messing up Diablo - we
both know that I played a damn good set the other night, and even smart ass
Clay admitted I was rocking the show. It's not interfering with my work or
anything else, so why should you worry? I'm fine, and the sooner you accept
it, the better our friendship will be. All right?"
"Fine." Marissa sighed. "I don't suppose I'll convince you, so I might
as well head back to bed."
She got to her feet, heading to the door, but then she paused, turning
back.
"I will still worry about you, though." She said quietly. "If you're
not going to do it, someone has to."
With that she was gone, and Stefana flopped back onto her pillows, reaching
over to turn off the lamp. She closed her eyes, but her body was still
unsettled by the bad dream, and try as she might, sleep would not come.
"Damn Marissa. Now I'm wide awake." She muttered. "Besides, where does
she get off telling me what to do? I'm fine...and I don't need help! Not
from her, and not from anyone. I'm fine!"
* * * * * * * * * * * * * *
"I still can't believe I'm trying this thing on."
Nancy glared at her reflection in the mirror, eying the pale pink dress
with some distaste. "Copper, you're a sadist! What in hell do you want, bridesmaids
or blancmanges?"
"You look beautiful, Nance." Copper scolded, coming to examine her friend
more closely. "And besides, I haven't made up my mind that this is the
dress yet. Just it would go so well with the wedding dress we saw earlier,
and I'm beginning to think that might be my dress."
"Can I take it off now?" Nancy begged. "When you asked me to come dress
shopping with you, I thought you meant for you, not for me! I only came along
because I'm one of your maids of honour, but I'm beginning to regret it!"
"Sure, you can take it off." Copper laughed. "Thanks for playing guinea
pig, though. I needed to know how it looked on, and it really is a gorgeous
thing. Besides, it's a delicate colour and it won't clash with anyone's hair
this way. I'm almost decided."
"Yuck." Nancy rolled her eyes, disappearing into the dressing room. "You
dare tell anyone what I did this morning, okay? I don't want the whole
world knowing about this!"
"Fair enough." Copper agreed good-naturedly. "I appreciate your help."
"What time are we meeting Sadie and Syl?" Nancy asked from behind the
curtain, as she returned to her more comfortable jeans and top. "You could
have had one of them try this monstrosity on, you know."
"I know, but we're pressed for time this afternoon, since I have to
go to the florists, and then Aaron and I are signing the house lease at
four." Copper said pensively. "With Cyn at work, Topaz busy with Hollie's
vaccination this morning, and Syl and Sadie already arranged to go shopping
for shoes, I needed help at short notice. You were the perfect choice."
"If you say so." Nancy pushed back the curtain, the dress over her arm.
"Here. Are you buying it today, or what?"
"No, I'm going to go back to look at the wedding dress once we've met
Syl and Sadie, and make a decision." Copper decided. "But first I think you
deserve a coffee, so shall we head to a nice coffee shop and relax?"
"That's the sanest idea you've had all morning." Nancy handed the dress
back to her friend, a look of relief touching her brown eyes. "Honestly,
the things I do for my brother's wedding!"
Fifteen minutes later, both girls were sat in a booth in a local coffee
hangout, discussing the plans for the wedding and oblivious to the number
of local residents who had noticed with some excitement that there were celebrities
in their midst. Beverly Hills was a favourite Jewel hangout these days,
and it was not uncommon to encounter one or more of the band there shopping,
but with Copper's high profile wedding on the horizon, they were bigger business
than ever before.
"I still wish that Logan wasn't coming." Nancy grimaced, setting her
drink down on the table.
"Why do you hate him so badly?" Copper looked curious. "I know some of
the guys at school used to give you a hard time, Nance, but I don't get
it. Surely Logan wasn't one of them?"
"No, he didn't pick on me as such." Nancy pursed her lips. "Aaron would've
knocked his head off if he'd tried it, in truth. You know how he was my
bodyguard in school."
"Yeah, I know." Copper agreed. "So what?"
Nancy's cheeks pinkened.
"I'm not sure I should tell you." She said quietly.
"You can trust me." Copper coaxed. "And I won't tell anyone else, I'm
just curious. It's not like you to develop such a violent dislike to people
these days, not without good reason."
"Well, I have a reason." Nancy sighed. "I suppose I might as well come
clean and tell you, since I have no idea if he will when he arrives. I'm
worried about Syl getting her paws into it, because I'll never live it down...but
I had a crush on the guy when he and Aaron were seniors."
"I see." Copper looked thoughtful. "No, actually, I'm not sure if I
do. I mean, people do have crushes. What about it?"
"Well, he kinda got to know about it." Nancy glanced down. "Some of the
bitch cheerleaders in my grade broke into my locker to mess my stuff around
one recess and they found my diary. That's when I quit keeping one, because
all of my secrets got all over the place for the next three or four weeks.
One of them was my crush on Logan, and they told him." Her cheeks reddened.
"They even tried to set me up with him, but obviously, it never happened.
Logan was one of the popular crowd - he was on the basketball team, and all
the girls thought he was some superstar. He got a basketball scholarship
when he went to college, though Aaron said that he wound up majoring in computer
studies, thanks to wrecking his knee in freshman year. Anyhow, it was all
very embarrassing, and I just know he was laughing to his friends about
it. Not Aaron, of course, but the other guys. I was the school freak, and
noone in their right mind even spoke to me unless it was some bitchy remark
- that was how it was. I was the joke of the entire school for ages."
"That's horrible." Copper's brown eyes opened wide with sympathy. "I
can't believe they stole your diary!"
"Well, they did." Nancy shrugged. "Those were the kind of bitches I went
to school with."
"No wonder you hate cheerleaders so much." Copper pursed her lips. "I
remember you laid into Syl about the fact she was one when you first met...I
always wondered why exactly you were so hostile towards them, since I remember
the cheerleaders at my old school weren't all bad guys."
"Oh, that was just one of their pranks. I went to school with them four
years." Nancy said bitterly. "But it's beside the point. None of those bitches
are coming to Aaron's wedding, because he considered most of them airheads
and not worth his time. Logan, on the other hand..."
"Nancy, it was a long time ago." Copper said gently. "We all have crushes
in high school, but you were what, sixteen then? You're twenty two now,
and you're going steady with Dean. That's all in the past, and I doubt Logan
even remembers it."
"I bet he does." Nancy grimaced. "It was the talk of the school for
long enough."
"Well, even if he does, it doesn't mean he's going to make a thing about
it." Copper reasoned. "And even if he did, well, I don't think you're the
same Nancy Pelligrini he knew back then. Remember, Mackenzie said you'd
changed and that was what, three years ago now, near enough? I don't think
you have anything to worry about."
"Maybe not." Nancy said pensively. "But I'd die if Syl knew. Ive always
prided myself on avoiding all that high school nonsense, all the who's going
out with who and who's dating who stuff."
"You're too proud sometimes." Copper grinned. "But I really don't think
it'll be a problem. Besides, Syl has grown up over the last few years, too.
Her experiences recently with guys have proven to her that it's not just
a case of a pretty smile and a flirty comment to get a decent date. She's
learnt that real love is tough and that she can't always have the guy she
wants...I don't think she'd be as mean as you think."
"Perhaps not." Nancy conceded, draining the last of her drink. "But we'll
see."
She gestured towards the doorway. "Speaking of Syl..."
"Hey there, bride to be!" The synth player breezed across the coffee
shop to the girls' table, Sadie in tow and her hands full of bags. "How's
your morning gone, huh?" "Not too bad. I think I've found a few possible
dresses for me and for you guys." Copper's eyes twinkled, and she moved
up to allow the two girls to sit down. "I don't suppose I need to ask how
your morning went, do I?"
"Syl tried on every single pair of pastel sandals she could find." Sadie
grinned. "But in the end we wound up buying suede boots, and blue evening
shoes."
"Well, the sandals were all right, but they kinda pinched, and I'm not
sure they were me." Sylva admitted. "And you can talk, Sadie! How long
did we spend looking at earrings in that french jewellers?"
"Touche." Sadie laughed. "I love shopping in LA!"
"It looks like you spent a fortune." Nancy said dryly. "Did you actually
find anything for the wedding at all?"
"No, not exactly, but I found this perfect little black number for Copper's
hen night." Sylva's eyes twinkled. "It will go so well with the diamond
choker I got last week...that's so delicate and this dress is just...wow.
So it wasn't a wasted trip."
"Yeah, I can really see how a little black dress comes under shoe shopping."
Nancy rolled her eyes. Syl, you have enough little black dresses to clothe
the entirety of the world's poor."
"I don't have that many." Sylva looked hurt. "Besides, I like to change
my wardrobe, and it isn't like I waste things. Anything I'm done with goes
to charity or some kind of fund raising auction, so I'm not quite the little
miss shallow you think I am. I've done my bit for the community over the
years!"
"She does have a point." Copper agreed. "Syl does give a lot of her old
stuff to good causes, Nance."
"True." Nancy conceded. "I suppose it's something that the rest of the
world get to benefit from her extortionate credit card bills."
She cast a glance around the coffee shop, realising for the first time
how many looks were being cast their way.
"I vote we go and look at this dress Copper likes." She murmured. "We're
being stared at, and unless you want to fend off the attack of the adoring
mob..."
"Not today, we've too much to do." Copper frowned. "Okay, let's go. Sadie,
Syl, I'd appreciate your input, though I really do like this dress. It's
chic as anything."
"Well, lead us to it." Sylva grinned. "If anyone knows fashion, it's
me!"
"Modest as ever." Sadie giggled, getting to her feet. "Come on, then.
Let's see this wonder dress!"
Prologue: Steffi's Vice
Chapter One: The Bride To Be
Chapter Two: A Little
Piece Of Hell
Chapter Three: Jewel
Chapter Four: Shopping
Trip
Chapter Five: Copper's
Dress
Chapter Six: A Devil Strikes
Chapter Seven: Gaynor
To The Rescue
Chapter Eight: A Shock
For Marissa
Chapter Nine: Wedding
Plans
Chapter Ten: A Blow For
Steffi
Chapter Eleven: Logan
Chapter Twelve: The Final Straw
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