"I want to know what this is all about, Rory."
Stefana banged into the office, marching across to her employer's desk
and banging her hands down on the hard wood surface. "I was busy! You wanted
us to run through that damn song, and that's what we were doing when you
interrupted us - if we release late it'll be your fault!"
"Then you'll simply have to work twice as hard." Rory seemed unmoved by
her display of temper. "I have a more pressing assignment for you."
"Didn't you hear me on the phone?" Stefana snapped. "I don't want to be
your errand girl any longer, and Luca backs me up! I told you last time we
spoke - I'm not going to be messed about by you any more."
"Well, yes, this is true." Rory rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "But that
was before I received an interesting tidbit of information from one of my
associates this morning. That, I assure you, puts things into a completely
Stefana's gaze narrowed at this, and she eyed him warily.
"What do you mean?" She demanded. "What kind of information?"
"Information, my dear, regarding you." Rory rested his chin in his hands,
meeting her apprehensive gaze with a cool one of his own. "And your after-hours
"I don't know what you mean." She managed.
"Yes, you do." Rory told her unsympathetically. "I have a very strict policy
regarding drugs, Stefana, and you must know that I can't endorse such activities."
"I don't take drugs!" Stefana coloured hotly. "I don't
"Oh really?" Rory raised an eyebrow. "Not according to my information."
"Well, it's true. I...I quit." Stefana retorted. "So there."
"I see." Rory turned this over in his mind. "Still, it would be most unfortunate
if the press were to hear about this little...folly of yours, wouldn't it?
Quite outside the kind of image that Diablo wish to paint of themselves,
I should imagine. And whilst I respect your word, Stefana, I find it startlingly
convenient that you should have quit this habit within the week since last
we spoke face to face like this. Don't you?"
"I don't care what you say. You don't own me." Stefana folded her arms.
"And you wouldn't risk the negative publicity."
"Stefana, what matters to me is that Diablo produce good music, and toe
the line." Rory said coldly. "And I am not averse to anything to see that
that is the case. You know me too well not to realise that."
Stefana bit her lip, then,
"What do you want from me?" She whispered.
"Jewel have been grabbing a lot of headlines of late, despite their musical
drought." Rory said with a shrug. "In light of my recent discoveries, it
would be a big thing indeed if Diablo were to have a few headlines of their
own. In this business, Stefana, there is no such thing as bad publicity for
a group - better that people are talking about you than forgetting you, after
all. If Jewel continue to monopolise the presses with this wretched wedding,
I shall have little choice but to treat the nation to your little scandal.
Do you understand me?"
"Yes. Beautifully ironic too, don't you think?"
"You want me to wreck the wedding, is that it?" She demanded. Rory spread
"A little bird told me you had been invited." He said quietly. "It wouldn't
be putting you out of your way."
Stefana bit her lip. It had crossed her mind so many times over the past
few weeks, how to ruin the wedding, but somehow Rory's calm request cut
her to the quick.
"And if I refuse? What then?"
"I've made that perfectly clear." Rory said sweetly. "Failing that, I'll
have to further review your employment here. I cannot be seen to be associated
with drug use."
Stefana muttered another curse, remembering her brother's account of how
Rory had removed the problem of Sirena and her young son from his company.
At length she nodded.
"I haven't much else I can do." She said bitterly. "But I hate you, Rory.
More than I hated anyone before, and that's a fact. So...so watch your back,
okay? I mean it."
With that, she stalked out of the office, banging the door shut behind
her and stomping down the corridor. Once in the solitude of her car, however,
her eyes filled with unwelcome tears, and she stamped her foot down on the
gas pedal, roaring away from the music company as fast as she could.
"I hate him! I hate him so much!" She exclaimed, banging her free hand
down on the steering wheel. "How dare he? And how did he find out? Noone
outside of Diablo know, and they'd never risk the band like this. How? Oh,
dammit, that wretched snake of a dealer must have ratted. God knows he'll
do anything where money is concerned, and Rory's persuasive as they come,
particularly since I quit buying from him lately. How am I supposed to get
out of this one? Luca will throw a fit!"
For a while she simply drove on, not caring where she was going. When at
last she pulled her vehicle to a halt, she realised that she had reached
the beach, and, her heart heavy, she made her way slowly out onto the seafront,
gazing out at the idle blue waters.
Her eyes filled once more with tears, but she forced them back, not wanting
to cry in public.
"Whatever I do I lose." She whispered. "Rory doesn't give a damn what happens
to me - or Diablo, as far as I can tell. He wants to be in charge, and he'll
go to any lengths to get it. He'll even put Diablo on the line, and he's
pretty much made it clear that I'm dispensable. This stinks! I've been totally
clean since...well, almost a week now, and yet it's now he finds out what's
been going on! I've kept it from him since we were in California, and now
he has to find out? Now it's over? And now I need Diablo more than ever before?"
She headed out onto the pier, gazing out to sea. As she did so, she found
herself thinking of Aaron, and despite herself, she bit her lip.
"What am I going to do?" She muttered. "I've plotted to bring down this
wedding ever since Aaron told me that he and Copper were tying the knot, and
I've spent a lot of time thinking it over, too. I could do it - so easily,
since I'm invited to the damn thing. I could definitely wreck it. But...hell,
do I want
She frowned at this.
"Aaron is my friend." She whispered. "And Mari is right. I can't keep hurting
people I care about, else they won't be there any more to care about me.
Right now I need friends...I need them more than anything I have, and I've
hardly enough people I can call real friends, anyway. Aaron is...is a true
friend, even if he is in love with that damn Jewel. I...I can't begrudge
him that, in a way. She...she's perfect in every goddamn way, and I'm just
a screw up. It stands to reason he'd pick her - he's only human."
"Besides, he cares about what happens to me." She realised. "He always
has - no matter what. I could do what Rory asked of me, and lose Aaron's
respect, and still lose my job at the end of it. But...oh, I couldn't bear
it if everyone knew
! And Luca...Luca would get hurt, too. I can't
win! Whatever I do...whatever I do, I lose."
A bitter expression crossed her face.
"I suppose it figures. Things never do go quite right where I'm concerned,
do they?" She muttered. "Well, maybe Maddy was wrong. Maybe it would be
a lot easier for the world if they didn't have to worry about me. If I was
dead, well, noone would blitz me in the press - they never blitz dead stars,
they're too busy kissing up to them. I'd do Diablo a lot more of a service
if...if I was to end it all, here and now, than...than drag them into disgrace.
And that's what's going to happen if I carry on like this. Whatever the others
say, I'm not in control and I've made too much of a mess of myself to fix
it all. Surely...surely this is the only way out?"
She walked slowly to the edge of the pier, gazing down at the rippling
blue waves until they made her feel dizzy. As she stood there, fear took
a grip on her heart, and she swallowed hard. Sitting down till her legs
dangled over the edge, she knocked a stone into the blue expanse, watching
it with a mix of horror and fascination as it disappeared beneath the surface.
It wouldn't take much, she reasoned. It would be quick - she'd read about
these things before, in magazines. Surely...surely it was the only way out?
As she moved closer to the edge, her mobile phone fell out of her pocket,
and, startled, she stared at it, scooping it up and going to return it to
her pocket. Something made her pause, however, and, almost numbly she flicked
through the list of numbers she had stored there, mentally saying a goodbye
to each and every one of them. Finally, she reached Aaron's, and something
in it made her pause.
Biting her lip, she pressed the "call" button, lifting the handset to her
ear as she listened to the rings. He was probably busy, she mused absently.
He wouldn't care if she went without saying goodbye, but she had to at least
explain to him. He meant too much to her for that.
His voice jolted through her, calm, friendly and warm as ever, and for
a moment she found it hard to speak.
"Hello? Stef, is that you?"
"Aaron?" Finally she managed to force her lips to form his name.
"Stef, is something wrong?" Aaron's voice became full of concern, and the
tears threatened once more.
"I'm sorry, Aaron." She whispered. "I...I didn't mean to...I mean...I just
called to...to say goodbye."
"Goodbye?" Aaron echoed, nonplussed, then, "What do you mean?"
"I'm at the beach." Stefana spoke in numb, emotionless tones. "At the pier.
It...it's no good, Aaron, I can't...can't keep it up. It's best this way...I'm
There was an exclamation, as Aaron registered what she meant, then,
"Stef, dammit, what are you talking about? What's happened?"
"I can't talk about it. It's better you don't know everything." Stefana
sighed. "I just wanted to...to talk to you, before. I...I didn't want you
to think it was your...your fault."
"Stef, don't you dare move." Now Aaron's tone was frightened. "I mean it.
I'm coming out there, and I...I want you to say this stuff to me in person.
Okay? Don't do anything stupid. I'll be right there as soon as I can - will
you promise me to stay where you are?"
"Will you promise me? Please?"
Stefana sighed, then, "I...I guess it won't make a difference."
"Good girl. I'll be right there. Just...just sit tight, okay?"
He rang off his phone, meeting the quizzical gaze of his bride to be.
"What was that about?" She asked lightly, noticing his expression. "Bad
"I hope not." Aaron muttered. "Copper, I'm sorry to bail on you, but this...this
is a matter of life and death. I only hope I'm in time!"
Before Copper could question him further, he was gone across the grass,
and the redhead shrugged her shoulders.
"Thanks for the explanation, honey." She said dryly. "Oh well, guys. Looks
like the rehearsal is on ice - I need to go make sure Aaron is okay. I think
he had some bad news."
"Bad news?" Nancy looked alarmed. "Not family news?"
"I don't know, Nance." Copper shrugged. "I didn't hear what the call was,
only that it's freaked him out."
"Well, I'm going to call Mom at the office and make sure it's nothing there."
Nancy decided. "You better head out and see if you can find out what's going
on. When Aaron gets all impulsive, heaven knows what he might be up to!"
PART THREE: TILL DEATH US DO PART
Chapter One: A Father Should Be
Chapter Two: Stefana
Chapter Three: Sylva
Chapter Four: Stefana's
Chapter Five: Common
Chapter Six: A Special
Chapter Seven: La Familia
Chapter Eight: Hen Party
Chapter Nine: Rory's
Chapter Ten: Stefana's
Chapter Eleven: A Friend Indeed
Chapter Twelve: Sadie Gets Involved
Chapter Thirteen: The Night Before
Chapter Fourteen: Closure
DISCLAIMER: PLEASE NOTE
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any other characters in this fiction which do not appear in the
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