Chapter Nine:
Cursed
"You did what?"
Sylva almost choked on her orange juice, setting it down hurriedly on
the kitchen unit as she fixed her bandmate with a wide eyed stare. "Nancy
Pelligrini, did you lose your mind or something?"
Nancy shrugged her shoulders, taking
a slice of toast and beginning to butter it in an unconcerned way.
"We broke up." She repeated calmly.
"And it was okay, Syl, really. It seemed like the right thing to do."
"Wow." Topaz looked pensive. "I never
saw that coming. I mean, I know you and Dean have been really busy lately,
but I never thought you'd grown that far apart."
"I suppose we both knew we had." Nancy
rummaged in the kitchen cabinet for the raspberry jam. "But it wasn't till
we really sat down and began talking about things that we actually had to
face it head on."
She smiled.
"Don't look at me like that, you guys.
I like Dean, and he likes me. We've broken up on good terms and it's totally
fine. We're staying friends and I'm cool with that. So I'm not breaking
my heart over it or anything. It was just the right thing to do."
"If that's how you feel, it sounds like it was." Sadie observed from where
she had been going carefully through the morning mail. "I'm glad you were
able to talk about it, though. You've been together longer than I've known
you. It'd have been horrible if you'd ended it in tears."
"I feel the same way." Nancy nodded. "But actually, once we'd done it,
it felt like a huge weight had been taken off me."
"Yeah...that's known as commitment."
Sylva remarked. Nancy rolled her eyes.
"No." She responded. "More like a relationship
that had run it's course. Closure, or whatever you wanna label it. Either
way, we're free to see other people now."
"Have you anyone in mind?" Topaz questioned, lifting her small daughter
out of the high chair and carefully positioning her on her hip as she wiped
the infant's mouth clean. Nancy shook her head.
"No. Right now it's about my music and
getting to grips with being single, I suppose." She responded. "Breaking
old habits and that kind of thing. But it's all right. I'm in no hurry. The
whole relationship deal has never been as big a thing for me as it is for
some folk, after all."
"Do you think Dean will ask Rose out, now you're split up?" Sadie wondered.
"I mean, he has spent a lot of time with her."
"Dean wouldn't cheat on Nancy." Sylva
protested. "He's not that kind of guy."
"That wasn't what I meant." Sadie shook her head, setting aside the last
of the envelopes and resting her chin in her hands. "I just wondered if anyone
thought it would happen, that's all."
"I think he likes her." Nancy agreed. "But he couldn't do anything about
it while we were going out. He did say, though, that he needed time to get
his head round the end of our relationship before he jumped into something
else. Besides, it's not my business any more. It hasn't bothered me that
he's been hanging out with Rose a lot and it still doesn't. If that's what
he wants, all power to him. I'm sure not going to get in his way."
"Sickening." Topaz sighed, setting Hollie down on the kitchen floor. "There
you go, trouble. Breakfast is done."
"What do you mean?" Nancy looked surprised.
"What's sickening?"
"How you and Dean can so easily call it a day without anyone getting their
heart ripped to shreds." Topaz looked rueful. "While some of us are still
struggling to get over the last guy."
"You and Cameron are not like Dean and
I." Nancy said sensibly. "Whatever happened to mess up your relationship
with him, Topaz, you are way more in love with him than I ever have been with
Dean and that's a fact. Of course it's going to take longer to get over it.
Just common sense."
"Well, I think it sucks." Sylva admitted. "Dean is a really nice guy and
he noticed you. Not to be offensive or anything, Nance, but you don't exactly
attract millions of guys to your door and you're not big on the whole socialising
thing. Don't you worry about noone else wanting to date you?"
"That's kinda harsh, Syl." Sadie scolded. "Nancy's as capable as any of
us of getting a guy's attention, you know."
"I didn't mean to be nasty." Sylva sounded
impatient. "I'm just making the point that Dean is the only guy she's dated
since Jewel took off - and he's the only guy who wanted to date her, too."
"Syl, if anyone else said that I'd probably
brain them." Nancy looked amused. "But since it's you and you really can't
help seeing the world as one big guy fest, I'll let it go. It might be crazy
to you, you know, but I'm more concerned about my music and Jewel's next
album at the minute. That's always going to be my first priority and if that
puts the guys off, well, it does. I don't need to date to be happy, and I
don't want to pretend to be something I'm not just to have a boyfriend."
"I think that's fair enough." Topaz
reflected. "Okay, people. I'm going to take Hollie upstairs and get her
ready, then we ought to start out for Misfits Music. It's verging on nine
o' clock and we do have work to do."
"Has Cynthia already left?" Sadie asked.
Topaz nodded.
"She left about an hour ago." She agreed.
"They really are working her too hard at the moment. She popped in to say
hi to Hollie but then she was off. It's not good for her."
"She's stronger than your average employee,
though. She'll handle it." Sylva said with a grin. "And you're right about
the time. I guess we'll meet by the front door in half an hour? I have to
do my hair yet, and I haven't begun to think about my make-up."
With that she was gone, with Topaz and Hollie not far behind.
Nancy rolled her eyes.
"Six years on, but same old Syl." She
observed.
"I think she was trying to be a concerned
friend, in her own way." Sadie grinned. "But so long as you're okay with
this break up, its not our business to pry."
She paused, then,
"You are okay with it, right? I mean,
this isn't just an act?"
"I'm fine." Nancy nodded. "Honestly, Sadie, I really am. I feel better,
in fact, than I have in a while where that part of my life is concerned. And
that article freaked the heck out of me. I was half afraid that Dean might
be planning to ask me to marry him and I wouldn't have known where I was.
Thankfully we got it all settled and we can stay friends. So yes. Perfectly
fine."
She glanced up at the clock.
"I have manuscript to gather and you're still in your dressing gown, so
we'd better motor." She added. "See you downstairs in a few!"
Prologue: Flashback - Sadie's
Fear
Chapter One: Los Angeles, 2015
Chapter Two: Enter The Stray
Chapter Three: Flashback - Sadie's
Song
Chapter Four: Nerves
Chapter Five: The Dean Stacey
Show
Chapter Six: Flashback - School
Concert
Chapter Seven: Sandra Bray
Chapter Eight: The Dean Problem
Chapter Nine: Cursed
Chapter Ten: Flashback - Stir
Chapter Eleven: Secrets
Chapter Twelve: Robin Vs Nancy
Chapter Thirteen: In The Line Of Duty
Chapter Fourteen: Flashback - Griefstruck
Chapter Fifteen: Aftermath
Chapter Sixteen: Jewel Consult
Chapter Seventeen: Forever Changed
Epilogue