"So, that's basically how it is."
Jesta dropped down onto her bed, twisting
the cord of the phone around her finger idly as she did so. "I don't know,
Sam. It's just my goddamn luck that the guy's pushing up daisies before I
can get to grips with him. I've found out he married, and has kids, but God
knows where to find them. America's too big."
"Maybe you should ask Whatson for help,
seeing as he's funding you being out there." Sammi's voice came back down
the line. Jesta snorted.
"Whatson thinks I'm here doing research
on things to do a song in Spanish." She muttered.
"Does he know you don't speak a word
of it?"
"Would it matter if he did? You know
what he's like." Jesta snapped back. "So how's all the wedding sappiness
in New York?"
"Oh, let's see." Sammi let out a sigh.
"Firstly, my flight was also that bitch cousin's flight. She shoves in my
face at the airport how she's taking some guy - who's probably braindead,
but I haven't had the misfortune to meet him yet. Then when we get to New
York, I know she had something to do with the fact I got stranded at the
airport. She knew I was on the plane, and I saw her and Aunt Mary leaving
the arrivals gate as I came through from baggage claim. I spent yesterday
with Aunt Mary, and she said she didn't know I was there. I believe her.
I think that Sylvie really doesn't want me at the wedding, and I'm beginning
to think I shouldn't bother."
"I told you that, remember? Weddings
are a bore."
"I know, but I spoke to Anna on the phone
this morning and we're having lunch. I can't really let her down." Sammi groaned.
"She's not the bitch her sister is and it's not her fault her twin is such
a brat. I won't ruin her wedding so I'm gonna swallow it and not say anything.
But seriously, I can't wait to be back in LA. At least Mum and Dad will be
here by the end of the week. I feel a little outnumbered here at the moment."
"Well, rather you than me." Jesta observed
lazily. "Go have fun on your little lunch date, huh?"
"Hopefully. At least I know one cousin
wants me in New York." Sammi sighed. "Later, Jess. I hope you have better
luck with your search."
"Me too." Jesta agreed. "Hey, Sam, hang
on a moment. Didn't your Mum play with the Holograms? I..."
She trailed off, realising that her friend
had already rung off, and she muttered a curse, dropping the receiver back
down onto the phone.
"I need to know something about Raya
Alonso." She murmured with a grimace. "But it looks like I'm on my own again.
Well, nothing new about that, is there?"
She reached across her bed, grabbing
the box from her bedside cabinet and tipping the pile of letters out onto
her duvet. Spreading them out in front of her, she selected one, carefully
re-opening the envelope and pulling the sheet of paper out.
It was written in Spanish, in a gently
flamboyant script, and with an unintelligible signature at the bottom. She
would have disregarded it in an instant, for it was not addressed to her mother,
and, she had assumed, had probably got in with those papers by accident. But
once she had found her father's obituary, her curiosity in the letter had
been re-awakened. Slowly she ran her finger over the name the letter had
been written to.
"Carmen." She murmured. "His wife. His
widow. The woman who's gonna make me rich - if only I can track her down!
I know she's not in Los Angeles...which is dumb, because isn't that where
movie stars live? But then her website says she likes to keep her private
life private and only generate media attention for her films and her public
appearances. That helps so much. And what in hell was Mum doing with a letter
to my Dad's wife?"
She tossed it aside, brushing the mess
of letters into one big pile. As she did so, a sheet of paper that had got
stuck to the bottom of one of the envelopes came free and she scooped it up,
unfolding it and reading it through with growing curiosity.
"Nat." She read aloud. "You
were right. Carmen did take that flight, and I got a good look through her
hand luggage while she was sleeping. Thought this might be of interest. Remember,
you didn't get it from me - if the airline knew I'd lose my job. Don't forget
you owe me big time - when you cash in, you know where to find me.
Alixe."
Her eyes widened, and the sheet of paper
slid from her hands.
"So Mum wanted to cash in on him too,
huh?" She said bitterly. "What a surprise. Another millionaire with his bastard
baby and he doesn't give a damn. I wonder what's in this letter - what's so
important about it that this Alixe woman sent it on to Mum. It must've been
a big risk - we must be talking a lot of money here."
She got to her feet, retrieving the Spanish
letter and folding it in half, sliding it into her pocket.
"All I need now is someone who can tell
me what this says." She decided. "That's got to be a step in the right direction.
If nothing else, it might give me a clue where to find Carmen Santiago...and
how to put the squeeze on her financially. From all the money she gives to
good causes, she's bound to be persuaded that her husband's illegitimate daughter
is a worthy investment."
She left her room, locking the door firmly
behind her and heading out onto the front forecourt, climbing into the front
seat of her hire car and putting it into gear. Flipping on the radio, she
turned over in her mind all that she'd learnt.
"But it still leads me to a dead end."
She realised with a sigh. "Whatever's in that letter, I can't read a word
of it. I don't even know who it's from - just that whoever sent it sent it
to Dad's wife and some woman called Alixe - sounds like a work friend - stole
it for Mum. It's not even a long letter - why bother? It has to be the key...why
the hell does it have to be in Spanish?"
She flicked on her indicator, pulling
into the main road. "Why is it the breaks never go my way?"
As she headed into the centre of the
city, an all too familiar song began to play on the radio and she muttered
a curse, reaching over to flip the dial. Then she paused.
"Jewel..." She murmured. "Dolorida is
in Spanish and English. That's got to be something right there. Someone in
that goody goody band must know how to read this language. I just have to
work out which one."
She let out a low chuckle.
"Wait. Talk about a no-brainer - Jesta,
stop being so slow. You know which one. There was a hell of a lot of Jewel
hype when this song came out, it was all over the internet that there was
something going down with who was singing it. I remember now. Copper. There
was all that fuss when she whined in live interviews about hating singing
in public...what a wimp. But she sang Dolorida...and I bet she'd know what
my letter said. All I have to do now...is find out a way to persuade her to
help me."
* * * * * * * * * * *
"So this is the place, huh?"
Logan stared up at the church, an amused
smile on his face. "How do you find an old gothic church in down town New
York, Syl? Your sister must've spent forever hunting this place down."
"I dunno...it's kinda creepy to me too."
Sylva admitted. "But Annie always did like old stuff. And it is her wedding."
She shivered. "It's cold inside. I hope
they put the heating on when the ceremony's actually on. I know this is a
rehearsal and it's all about saving costs but I'm freezing."
"You seem a bit preoccupied, actually."
Logan observed, slipping a lazy arm around her shoulders. "Here, to keep
you warm. Is something bothering you?"
"Yes." Sylva sighed. "Anna and John,
in a nutshell."
She jerked her head towards where the
young couple were conferring with the minister. "I'm not sure they've made
up that fight yet. They've been very...weird with each other, to be honest."
"Well, you said it was a big one." Logan
pursed his lips. "I see your point though. There's enough air between them
to send up an air balloon."
"Tell me about it." Sylva rolled her
eyes. "That's why I wanted to go to dinner so urgently the other night. Seriously,
there's only so much of the polite post-fight talk I can take."
"Maybe they are both just wound up."
Logan shrugged his shoulders. "Speaking of your sister, by the way, you haven't
formally introduced me yet. I only know who she is because she looks kinda
like the girl I'm draped all over."
"Oh." Sylva looked sheepish. "You know,
you're right. I've dragged you all the way here to a wedding and you haven't
even met the bride and groom properly. Come on...no time like the present.
Besides, it might give them something new to think of."
She cast Logan a grin, leading him across
the chilly church to where Anna and John were standing.
"Annie? John?" She called. "Are you busy
or can I talk to you guys for a minute? I wanted to introduce you to Logan."
"Never too busy for my future sister-in-law,
Sylvie." John cast her a smile, and Sylva thought she saw a flash of relief
cross his expression. "Are we, Ann?"
"Not at all." Anna spoke composedly.
She cast Logan an interested look. "Hi."
"Hi." Logan grinned back. "Pleased to
meet Syl's clone at long last."
"Logan!" Sylva rolled her eyes. "Stop
messing around. This is serious. Anna, John, this is Logan Matthews - my date
for the wedding. Logan, now you've met my sister and her fiance John - please
play nice."
Despite himself, John grinned.
"Glad to meet you." He said warmly. Logan
spread his hands.
"Guess I'll give you my congratulations
right now." he offered. "This place is certainly not what I imagined when
Syl told me it was a church wedding in the city. It's very..."
"Gothic? Old?" Anna suggested. She nodded.
"I think it's so beautiful. I stumbled over it when I was doing some work
for a group just three blocks from here and I drove past it every day for
three weeks. I guess I just fell in love with it. It seemed like the perfect
place to get married."
She shot an uninterpretable look at her
fiance, then, "Thankfully John liked it as much as I did when he saw it. So
here we are."
"Is everyone going to fit inside?" Sylva
wondered. "How many people are coming?"
"Not too many. It's not a huge wedding."
John responded. "My family, yours, of course...and friends from work and
college. Maybe about a hundred guests at the outside...we're pretty sure
we can accomodate them here, and then it's back to the hotel for the reception.
We're using the place Mary's staying for that - it has a huge functions suite
and that was my choice."
"Is Aunt Roxy coming?"
"No...she's not." Anna shook her head.
"She did phone me to wish me luck, but she said she wasn't going near anything
that involved veils and confetti, so I guess she'll have to be here in spirit."
She shot Sylva a rueful look.
"She'd probably do it if it was your
wedding, but Aunt Roxy and I were never so close as you were to her. It's
fine. We've not had trouble filling seats as it is, and I know the catering
would be over budget if she dropped by."
Sylva giggled.
"True enough." She acknowledged. "Aunt
Roxy always does seem to be preparing for a great famine when she visits."
"It sounds all organised." Logan grinned.
"What about today? I mean, I'm here simply to escort the maid of honour, but
surely not all a hundred people are gonna descend on us here?"
"No." Anna shook her head. "Aunt Aja
and Uncle Craig are flying out today as it is, so they won't be here. Mom
and Dad are both coming." She cast Sylva an apprehensive look at this. "I
hope not together. And John's Mom is...his Dad has to work. I don't know
who else is, apart from Brian - he's John's best friend and best man."
"No other bridesmaids?"
"Unofficially, Gaynor and Sammi." Anna
agreed. "But trying to formalise it with gowns and everything was a bit of
a problem because of time and distance. So...we're doing it that way. Gaynor
is here in NY, but she's meeting Aunt Aja at the airport so she won't be at
the rehearsal."
"Isn't Sammi doing that?" Sylva looked
startled.
"No...Sammi's coming here." Anna shook
her head. "I asked her to."
She frowned.
"Mom thought she seemed bummed about
something, and wanted me to involve her in this too." She added. "She's had
a rough patch with the drinking and then the band chaos. I hoped this would
be fun for her."
"Oh yes. Really fun." Sylva grimaced.
"Syl, you and Sammi aren't fighting again?"
Anna opened her eyes wide. Sylva shrugged.
"Not at your wedding." She promised.
"But we're not the best of friends."
"Well, how're my girls this morning?"
Before Anna could make any kind of response, Elliot entered the church, making
a bee-line for his twin daughters. "Anna, this place is amazing. I had no
idea there was somewhere so beautiful in among all the apartment buildings."
"Me either, till I drove past it." Anna
dimpled. "Hi, Dad. Thanks for being in good time."
"I have to give my girl away. I need
all the practice I can get." Elliot winked at her. He turned to Sylva. "Morning,
Sylvie. And this must be the Logan I've heard about?"
Sylva blushed, nodding, and Logan extended
a hand.
"Pleased to meet you, Mr Martescu." He
said amiably. Elliot took the proffered hand, shaking it firmly.
"Likewise." He agreed. "It takes a brave
man to take on my oldest child."
"Daddy!" Sylva was scandalised, and Logan
laughed.
"I'm not known for my common sense."
He responded, amused. "But I've no complaints."
"And here's Mom." Anna raised her hand
in a wave. "Good. I must make sure she's got the rings...it's about time we
gave those over to Brian."
She hurried across the church to her
mother's side, and John rolled his eyes.
"Two days to go and I feel like there's
a thousand things we haven't done." He said with feeling. Elliot laughed.
"I think it's always that way." He acknowledged.
"But they tend to iron themselves out by the time you get to the big day."
"I'm gonna take a walk around, admire
the church." Logan cast Sylva a glance. "Do you mind?"
"No, go ahead." Sylva dimpled. "You don't
have to be glued to my side, you know."
"Hey, you're the boss." Logan winked
at her. "See you in a few."
"He seems like a nice guy, Sylvie." Elliot
remarked, once they were alone. "He reminds me of someone else, too."
"He does?" Sylva stared. "Who?"
"You, on first impressions." Elliot laughed.
Sylva flushed red.
"Really?"
"Yes. But I don't think it's a bad thing."
Elliot assured her. "It might even mean he can keep up with you."
"Dad." Sylva poked out her tongue. "Don't
embarrass me!"
Meanwhile, across the church, Logan
had made it as far as the church's pipe organ before being accosted by a
stranger. She cast him a curious smile, leaning up against one of the big
stone pillars.
"Hi." She said conversationally, in tones
that revealed her foreign birth. "I don't believe we've met."
"No, I don't believe we have." Logan
returned the smile with a friendly one of his own. "But I'm finding that's
rather a trend today. I'm meeting lots of new people."
"Are you John's family?"
"No...no. I'm here with Anna's sister."
Logan shook his head. The girl's eyes opened wide, and a spark of mischief
entered her expression.
"Oh, really?" She asked softly. "That's
interesting. I didn't realise Sylvie was bringing someone with her. Last I
heard she was very much into playing the field...but then, I don't see that
much of her."
"Well, I'm here, so I guess she's not
playing anything at the moment." Logan laughed. He cast the girl a glance,
then, "What about you? Which family do you belong to?"
"Bride's." The girl smoothly offered
him her hand, and Logan took it, kissing it mock-politely. "So, do you have
a name?"
"Logan." Logan responded. "You?"
"Samantha." Sammi dimpled. "Anna's my
first cousin. I guess you could say I'm almost a bridesmaid."
"You're Sammi, huh?" Logan looked interested.
"I've heard of you."
"That mightn't be a good thing." Sammi
pursed her lips. "Sylvie's a great musician and all, you know, but she's always
been jealous of me. It goes back a long way...and she's never been able to
resist getting at me in some way. I thought it was getting better, but after
she ditched me at the airport here I guess not. I just hope it's not going
to wreck Anna's wedding. She's always been a bit...well...blind to other
people."
Logan stared.
"Ditched you at the airport?" He repeated.
"What do you mean?"
"Didn't she tell you?" Sammi looked startled.
"I took the same flight as she did - and so, I suppose, as you did. Aunt Mary
was meant to pick us both up at the airport...but Sylvie told her that I
didn't get the same plane. I spent two hours waiting in vain for a taxi to
my hotel and in the end I called Gaynor and she came and rescued me. I wasn't
sure about coming here today, to be honest - I did want to go to the airport
and get my folks - but Anna insisted I did. And I don't want to let the bride
down."
She shrugged.
"I'm sorry. I'm not meaning to sound
bitchy about Sylvie, and especially not today." She said with a weary sigh.
"I just...sometimes she does things that make me angry, and I don't understand
why. Someone stole her car not so long ago and she jumped in and accused
me of doing it, even though I spent the whole evening at home with a friend.
It sucks."
She offered a sheepish smile.
"But I guess I'm not helping, putting
you in the middle." She added. "So I apologise. It was nice to meet you,
Logan."
"Likewise." Logan agreed.
"Logan, since when is talking to her
taking a look around the church?" At that moment Sylva herself descended
on them, casting her cousin a look of poison and slipping her arm into Logan's.
"She's nothing but trouble, and you don't need to be introduced to her."
"I've already introduced myself, Sylvie."
Sammi told her calmly. "You should take better care of your dates, if you
don't want them to stray."
She shrugged.
"Bye, Logan." She said sweetly. "It was
nice to meet you."
Sylva watched her cousin's retreating
figure with a scowl.
"I swear sometimes I want to rip her
throat out." She muttered. Logan raised an eyebrow.
"Syl, tell me something." He said slowly.
"Did we really ditch Sammi at the airport?"
"Did she tell you that?"
"Yes. Did we?"
"No." Sylva rubbed her temples. "You
and Mom didn't. I did. That's what you really mean, isn't it?"
"Why?" Logan's eyes widened. "I thought
she was the bad guy, but having just met her, I'm thinking it's a little more
two way. No wonder Anna thought she was bummed about something! Syl, you
said that this wasn't going to spread into Anna's wedding. What did you do
that for?"
Sylva sighed.
"I know. It was stupid and I shouldn't
have, but I didn't want her in the car with you and me and Mom." She admitted,
a guilty look touching her blue eyes. "I was worried about you and me...about
our little, well, agreement and her seeing through it. And Mom...I don't
like sharing her with Mom. Not even after all these years."
She closed her eyes, leaning up against
her companion. "I know it was childish. But I couldn't help it."
"Well, you told Anna that there'd be
no fighting between you at this wedding." Logan said quietly. "And that you
can't undo, but make sure there's no more of it, huh? I thought you were a
bigger person now. Don't prove me wrong."
"Did you like Sammi?" Sylva was alarmed,
and she grabbed Logan by the wrists, meeting his gaze with an anxious one
of her own. "You were flirting...weren't you?"
"I'm a free agent to flirt, Syl. You
know that."
"But it ruins everything if you do that!"
Logan sighed.
"Listen to me a moment." He said softly.
"I came here because I wanted to help someone I care about. I don't know Sammi.
My impressions of her are simply this - she's not all the bad side and therefore
you're not all the good. But that's just how people are, and your feud is
your business. Yes, she's a damn fine girl, your cousin. She's damn pretty.
But she's still just a brief acquaintance. And I know why I'm here...so you
needn't worry on that score."
He touched her cheek gently.
"I just think you need telling that getting
one up on your cousin isn't important." He added. "Now, I think they're getting
ready to begin the rehearsal, so play nice, huh? After all, your sister is
counting on you!"
Prologue: April 1st,
1997
Chapter One: Sylva's
Request
Chapter Two: Samantha...and
Jesta
Chapter Three: Flashback
- Junior High
Chapter Four: In The
Big Apple
Chapter Five: Flashback
- Sammi's Eighth Birthday
Chapter Six: Flight
Chapter Seven: Anna
Chapter Eight: Flashback
- The Martescu Home
Chapter Nine: Old Wounds
Chapter Ten: Jesta's
Clue
Chapter Eleven: In
Translation
Chapter Twelve: Flashback - Thick As Blood
Chapter Thirteen: A Friend In Need
Chapter Fourteen: Anna's Secret
Chapter Fifteen: Wedding Day
Chapter Sixteen: Flashback - First Kiss
Chapter Seventeen: Crossing The Line
Chapter Eighteen: Colin
Chapter Nineteen: Settling Up