Chapter One: Just One Wish
"Oh, where is it! Dumb guitar pick, why does it always have to go
missing
just when I got a stupid recording session to go to!"
Roxanne Pelligrini, bass guitarist for rock group The Misfits sat down
on her bed with an irritated sigh, tossing her spare guitar strings
aside
in her annoyance and flopping back on the pillows. "This is a dumb time
to have a practice anyway. Whoever heard of a Misfit session on a
sunday
morning? Sunday morning is for sleepin' in, not dragging down to stupid
music companies because some idiot left the tape near a speaker and it
got erased! Not our fault they got no brains!"
"What are you bleatin' about now?" Sheila Burns, or Jetta, the
group's saxophonist poked her head around the door of the room, an
equally
unamused expression on her face. "It's bad enough we gotta get up and
re-record
this blinkin' track without you gripin' as well!"
"Well, seeing your ugly mug has really cheered me up." Roxy snapped
back. "I'm looking for my pick, if you must know."
"Yeah, it really looks like you are." Jetta's tone was scathing. "You
blind as well as dumb, Roxy? It's on the shelf behind your clock!"
"It is?" Roxy looked startled, getting to her feet and peering behind
the clock. Sure enough, there was the missing pick, resting against an
old faded envelope. She scowled. She hated being made to look stupid.
"Don't think you're being clever, you probably hid it there." She
retorted.
"Get out of my room, will ya? I gotta fix a new string on my bass
before
we can go, and you're holding me up!"
"Heaven forbid." Jetta rolled her eyes heavenwards, but obediently
left the room. She and the bass player had never seen eye to eye on
anything,
and spats between the two were not infrequent. Roxy pulled a face after
the retreating figure of her foe, pushing the door shut with a very
pointed
bang behind her. Then she scooped up the pick, sliding it into her
jacket
pocket and knocking down the envelope as she did so. Cursing, she bent
to pick it up, going to toss it back down on the shelf with all her
usual
could-care-less attitude, but something about it made her pause.
It was faded and old, brown in colour and nothing special to look at,
but somehow she knew that it was. For many years she had kept it
safely,
through her time living rough in Philadelphia she had always kept it
close
at hand and now she was doing good for herself it had still been
carefully
protected, a lovingly guarded memento in what was generally a sea of
chaos.
She had only dared to delve into the envelope once or twice, but she
knew what it contained by heart. There was her birth certificate, first
and foremost, with the names of the parents she had never met. Then
there
was a small white envelope, taped up fast which she had not explored,
though
from the feel she suspected it contained some kind of card, perhaps
even
photographs. Then there was a sheet of letter paper, written in in an
unfamiliar
hand. She did not know who had written the letter, or what its purpose
was. But somehow inside her she felt it was important, and that she
should
keep it close.
In short, it was who she was.
Roxy's ignorance about her past stemmed largely from her lack of
literate
ability. She had always struggled to learn to read, letters switched
themselves
around till she was more confused than ever and, frustrated with her
own
inability to succeed she had done something which for her was decidedly
uncharacteristic...she had given up.
Reading was something other people did, and most of the time that was
fine. These days her bonds with the group's synth player and
songwriter,
Mary Phillips, or Stormer as she was known had alleviated much of her
difficulty,
for unsentimental as Roxy liked to paint herself, she knew deep in her
heart that the girls were friends. Sometimes their relationship
bordered
on sisterhood, and bit by bit Roxy had learnt to trust in Stormer more
than she had ever trusted in another human being. It had been to
Stormer,
several months earlier that she had confided the truth about her
turbulent
and abusive childhood, about the cruel aunt and uncle who had raised
her,
and her uncertainty concerning her parents. She had never put any faith
in family, but sometimes she envied Stormer her close bond with her
brother
Craig, and wondered about the kind of family she might have had, had
things
gone differently.
But at heart, Roxy was a realist, and she knew only too well things
had gone how they'd gone and that was that. No good crying over spilt
milk,
or in this case, a lost childhood. Better to concentrate on now, on
going
places, on being a star.
Despite all this, however, Roxy could not let go of the envelope.
Though
the letter was indecipherable to her she held a faint hope that one day
she would have the skill to read it, to understand it and everything
that
it said. As yet only one or two words were clear - her own name being
one
of them. Her pride was such that she would not allow Stormer to read it
to her, for she did not know what it contained, and did not want to
spill
any family secrets that were best kept quiet.
The recording session forgotten, at least for the time being, she sat
back down on the bed, carefully opening the envelope and removing its
contents
once more. The white envelope she set aside, not sure she was ready to
find out what it contained. Gingerly she spread out the document she
knew
to be her birth certificate, taking in the names of the two people who
were recorded as being her parents. It had taken her all her
determination
to work out what the confusing, swirling words said, but finally she
had
succeeded. Roxanne Elizabeth Pelligrini, born to Sarah Annabel Marten
and
William Pelligrini on April 28th, 1964. The rush of pride that had
welled
up inside her when she had finally managed to piece this together had
been
overwhelming, but it had soon been replaced by the dull realisation
that,
whatever their names, they were still strangers to her. She had learnt
that her mother had died in unclear circumstances not long after she
was
born, and her father had been incarcerated for an apparent involvement
in her death. Her instinct had long since told her that her father had
been a victim himself, and not a perpetrator in any way, but he was
still
no more than a name and even if he was still alive, she had no way of
knowing
where he was.
"Like I even care." She muttered, folding the birth certificate back
up and sliding it into the envelope once more. "I'm not a kid now. I'm
twenty five soon...that's plenty old enough not to need stupid family,
anyway."
She cast the letter a glance, then returned that also to it's brown
paper home.
"I just wish I knew what that said." She admitted out loud. "Must be
somethin' pretty important, for them to write it like that."
"Roxy? Are you coming?"
A fresh voice from the doorway startled her and she glanced up, meeting
Stormer's gaze.
"Yeah, hold your horses, I'm coming." She returned, pushing the
envelope
under her pillow and reaching for her spare strings. Scooping up her
guitar
case, she got to her feet.
"I'll change the string there. Couldn't find the dumb pick and then
Jetta held me up." She replied. She had not really told Stormer much
about
the envelope and it's contents, and it was something she didn't much
want
to talk about at that particular moment.
"Well, Pizzazz is getting steamed." Stormer explained. "Sent me up
to find you. She reckoned you hadn't even gotten out of bed yet."
"She's got a nerve. She sleeps through her alarm as often as I do."
Roxy grumbled. "I'm coming, all right? Quit nagging me!"
Stormer shot her companion an amused look. Roxy was brusque, short
tempered and often unfriendly, but she was fond of her bandmate. More,
she understood her these days. Though perhaps she could be prickly,
Stormer
could now comprehend fully why that was the case. An abused and unloved
child, Roxy had grown into a defensive and independant adult, shy of
any
kind of affection and always expecting an ulterior motive. In Stormer
she
had found none, and to begin with it had taken her by surprise, but
nowadays
she had placed her trust entirely with the younger girl.
When the two Misfits reached the waiting black limousine they found
Jetta and Pizzazz already waiting for them, Pizzazz looking decidedly
displeased.
In the back of the car was the Misfits' long-suffering manager, Eric
Raymond,
and it was clear to both Stormer and Roxy at a glance that he had borne
most of Pizzazz's grumblings over both the early morning and the
inconvenience
of the session.
The two girls exchanged looks, and by mutual consent decided to make
no remark. Pizzazz looked grim enough to kill anyone who dared venture
a smart alec comment, and it would not make the recording session any
sweeter
if she was in a blacker mood yet.
They drove the short journey to Misfit Music in grim silence, and it
wasn't till the car had screeched to a halt outside the big black and
glass
building that Pizzazz spoke. She shoved the door back, getting out of
the
vehicle in very bad grace, glancing up at the gleaming red sign which
read
'Misfit Music'. Then she sighed.
"All right." She said finally. "Let's get it over with."
Chapter One: Just One Wish
Chapter Two: Roxy's Ambition
Chapter Three: New York
Chapter Four: An Unexpected Meeting
Chapter Five: Roxy's Treasure
Chapter Six: The Answer
Chapter Seven: Justin
Chapter Eight: Jetta's Game
Chapter Nine: The Ultimatum
Chapter Ten: Laura's Wedding
Chapter Eleven: Professor Milton
Chapter Twelve: One Night In New York
Chapter Thirteen: Conflict!
Chapter Fourteen: Heartbreak
Chapter Fifteen: A Reunion
Chapter Sixteen: A Fragile Peace
(The Misfits and Holograms and other animated Jem characters are copyrighted to Hasbro Inc. Justin and all characters who do not appear in Jem episodes are my own creation. This story is copyrighted to E.A Woolley (2001)