Lifeline
Chapter One: The Magazine
"For the last time, Phyllis, the answer is no!"
Harvey Gabor eyed his only child in irritation, pushing one pile of
papers
aside and reaching for another. "It's out of the question."
"But Daddy..." Phyllis Gabor, better known as Pizzazz, leader of the
rock
group the Misfits, perched on her father's desk, her expression one of
her
most beseeching. "Please, Daddy...it means so much to me!"
"Listen, Phyllis, your recklessness has cost me dear plenty of times in
the
past." Harvey was unmoved. "I don't trust that man Raymond one little
bit,
he's only going to get you and your friends into trouble one of these
days
and I have no plans of helping him line his pockets with a fat little
commission.
In any case, a venture like this would be a poor investment. I have too
much
to see to to organise paperwork, after all. It's about time you grew up
-
you're always telling me that you have your own money."
Pizzazz's green eyes widened in hurt surprise. Rare was the time that
her
father refused her whims, and she didn't like it. Her request had not
been
anything out of the ordinary, after all. Music Biz magazine had gone
bankrupt
and Pizzazz had seen immediately that owning her own magazine could not
fail
but do wonders for the publicity of her band,
But Harvey had said no, particularly when he had discovered that Eric
Raymond,
the Misfits' errant manager was involved in finding a buyer for the
company.
He disliked Eric, and distrusted them - they had clashed in business
before,
and he had little desire to repeat the experience.
Pizzazz herself had little time for Eric these days. In her eyes he had
pushed
the Misfits aside in favour of a new sensation, the Stingers, and she
found
that hard to forgive. She was, if truth were told, a difficult
character
to figure out. Friends one minute and bitterest foes the next, her
relationship
with Eric had never been one based upon trust. More it had been founded
around
his desire for money and her desire to further her musical career. And
of
course, where she went, the other Misfits generally found they had
little
option but to follow.
Pizzazz was a born leader and a natural performer. She adored the
attention from the press and the fans, fickle as it all was, for she
had received little
affection in her life and craved recognition as a result. She had
always
been strong-willed, wilful and petulant, but the gentler, more generous
side
of her nature had been firmly quelled by the years of financial
spoiling and
emotional neglect sent her way by her busy father. They shared few
interests
these days - Pizzazz's lack of business ambition had disappointed
Harvey,
and Pizzazz herself was too bright and sensitive not to both notice and
feel
it, though she had shrugged it off with a pretence of not caring. She
knew
that she was a success, and that was what mattered. But sometimes it
hurt
her even to know that her father did not seem at all proud of her
musical
achievements, and that he felt she'd failed him somehow.
Things had been decided, of course, many years before. Three days
after
Pizzazz' fourth birthday her mother Liza had walked out on them, taking
off
with another man and leaving Harvey and the young, impressionable
Phyllis
to manage alone. Liza had been young, spoiled and beautiful, her head
turned
easily from her maternal duties - it had not occured to her at the time
that
her sudden departure might taint her only child forever.
But taint her it had. Phyllis had always been spoiled, but until that
fateful
day it had been spoiling with love and her situation had been secure.
But
Liza's departure had broken Pizzazz's trust in the world, and she had
pulled
herself away, angry, bewildered and resentful. Harvey had hidden his
grief
in his work, and the rift had been allowed to grow. Though both cared
about
each other, the close bonds that they had once shared lay in ruins.
Harvey
was Pizzazz's source of money, whilst to Harvey Pizzazz was often an
inconvenience
to be dealt with in the most painless way possible. She was wild and
beyond
his control - he had long since stopped trying to either tame or
understand
her.
"Daddy, this is a good investment, I promise." Now she was trying her
most
wheedling tone. "And I can make sure that Eric stays on the level.
Ple-e-ease,
Daddy? For me?"
"I'm not discussing this any more, Phyllis. I have a flight to
Washington DC this afternoon and I don't have time for this nonsense."
Harvey stood, putting his papers into his briefcase. "The answer is
still no. I've no more
time to spend on it, so if you don't mind..."
Pizzazz let out a shriek of rage, slamming her fist down on his desk.
"You won't do it?" She demanded. "Not even for me, your own daughter?"
"Phyllis, you're almost twenty-five. It's time you stopped running to
me
every time you need money for something." Harvey responded quietly.
"Now,
I'm quite happy for you and your friends to use the mansion, and to
cope
with those expenses, you know that. But buying a magazine with a poor
credit
history is not an option."
Pizzazz swiped her hand across the table, knocking a tray of papers
marked
'Important' onto the floor.
"That's what I think of you and your help!" She seethed. "I hate you
for
this, Daddy...I'll never forgive you! Not ever!"
And with that she stalked out of the room, slamming the door hard
behind her.
Harvey frowned, bending to rescue his papers. She'd cool down...at
least,
he hoped she would.
"Well?" Outside the office, the other Misfits were waiting impatiently
for
their singer's return.
"What did 'e say?" Sheila Burns, or 'Jetta', the band's sax player
demanded.
"Yeah, are we on or not?" Roxanne Pelligrini, the bass guitarist added.
"Pizzazz, what's wrong?" The youngest member of the group, Mary
Phillips, better known as 'Stormer' eyed the singer in concern. "Is
everything okay?"
"No, everything isn't okay." Pizzazz muttered. "He said no. To me! How
dare
he? How dare he refuse me?"
"Your father said no to you?" Roxy stared. "Is he sick? He never
refuses!"
"Well, he has." Pizzazz clenched her fist. "I hate him so much I could
scream.
Come on, lets get out of this place. He's flying to DC this afternoon
anyway,
so he'll be out of our hair. Maybe he'll change his mind, when he's
thought
about it. I don't give up that easily!"
There was a moment's silence, then,
"So what we gonna do in the meantime?" Roxy demanded. "The magazine
could
be sold tomorrow - Pizzazz, don't you got control of any of your Dad's
money?"
"That'd be stealing!" Stormer exclaimed.
"Well, not really." Roxy shrugged. "Mr Gabor has the money, an' we need
to
invest it. Pizzazz is his family, after all, and he'd be thanking us
when
we turned in the profits."
"Roxy's right, but I can't." Pizzazz scowled. "He controls all of the
accounts
except the one which I put my Misfit earnings into. And that hardly
totals
enough to buy a magazine." She growled. "I can't believe he'd do this
to
me! I'm so mad I could scream!"
She led the way to the door, flinging it open and stalking down the
stairs,
leaving her bandmates to follow in her wake. The three girls exchanged
looks,
but none ventured a comment. It was never safe to mess with Pizzazz
when
she was in this frame of mind.
Back in Harvey's office, the middle aged businessman sighed, rubbing
his
temples. Noone meant more to him than his headstrong, impetuous
daughter, but commuting those sentiments had proven more than a little
impossible in
recent years. He had never really known how to reach out to her, not
since
Liza's departure. With a frown he pulled open his desk drawer,
extracting a photograph and setting it before him, a sad smile touching
his face as he
looked at the happy expressions.
Himself, his daughter and his ex-wife, taken a good many years ago now,
but
still fresh enough in his memory for him to hear the baby laughter of
the
happy young toddler as she'd tripped and crawled her way into
everything she
could find.
Things had been different back then. Harvey sighed again. She had loved
him
then, he was sure of that. As he sat there, he found himself regressing
into
memory...
"Daddy!"
The tiny girl ran helter skelter down the path of the big estate, a
look
of excitement on her face. "Daddy, you took so long! Can we go play
now?
Can we, Daddy? Please?"
With a laugh the businessman dropped his briefcase, swinging the
youngster
up onto his shoulder.
"Of course we can play." He agreed. "What've you been up to today,
sweetheart?"
"Painting." The child told him importantly. There was a pause, then,
"Daddy,
Matilda yelled at me."
"Oh?" Harvey raised an eyebrow, scooping up his case once more and
carrying
his daughter in through the front doorway. "And what did you do,
precious,
to make her yell?"
"Was only painting." The girl pouted.
"All over the walls." Matilda, head of the household staff appeared
in
the doorway, looking decidedly unamused. "All up the playroom walls, Mr
Gabor.
I told her to find paper if she was going to paint."
"I was bored." The child folded her baby arms, poking a tongue out
at
the housekeeper.
"You shouldn't paint the walls, Phyllis. It's a lot of hard work for
Matilda
and the rest of the house staff to clean up." Harvey scolded her.
"Don't
do it again, huh?"
"I jus' wanted someone to play with me an' Matilda wouldn't play."
Phyllis
said sulkily.
"Your mother isn't here?" Harvey looked surprised. "Matilda, where
is
Mrs Gabor?"
"She had a phone call, sir, about half an hour ago, from a friend,
she
said. She went over to their house. Told me to keep an eye to Miss
Phyllis
and that she'd be back by ten, she thought."
"Oh, I see." Harvey frowned, then. "Well, okay. Matilda, I'll take
Phyllis
out to play a while, all right? Then she'll be out from under your
feet."
"Yes, Mr Gabor." Matilda nodded her head.
"Yay, we're gonna play!" Phyllis clapped her paint-spattered hands
together.
"Wanna play on my trike, Daddy! Please?"
"Whatever you want to do, sweetheart." Harvey set her down gently,
planting
a kiss on her forehead. "Let's go, huh?"
Matilda watched them go, a troubled frown on her face.
"That kid just wanted some attention from her mother, and how do I
tell
Mr Gabor that his wife doesn't seem to know the first thing about
caring
for a child? Phyllis is a bright girl and is going to get out of hand
unless
someone sits the mistress down and tells her that she has to put her
daughter
first now she's a mother. Phyllis adores both of them too much to
understand
why her mother keeps pushing her aside in favour of her social
life...it
can only end in tears if this goes on."
Out in the spacious grounds of the San Diego estate, Harvey watched
his
small daughter pedalling her trike up and down the path at speed,
swerving to avoid rocks and the household's aging cat, Alexandra, who
yelped and spat
at the contraption from her hiding place beneath the bushes.
"Phyllis, you're going to fall if you keep going so fast!" He
cautioned her, settling himself on the grass and removing his heavy
jacket, placing it down beside him.
"I can go fast, Daddy!" Phyllis exclaimed. "I'm okay, I'm a big
girl!
I can pedal fast, watch me!"
"I'm watching." Harvey grinned.
If the truth were to be told, he had never quite got over the little
miracle
that had been placed in his arms a few years earlier. He had been in
business
a long time, and had been an established bachelor of forty when he had
met
the young and alluring Liza Montague. She had been barely twenty,
flighty,
flirtatious and beautiful, and he had fallen for her in a second.
Within
a year they had been married, and a year further along the line Phyllis
had
arrived in the world. Harvey had never imagined himself to be the
paternal
type, but all that had changed when Phyllis had been born. He adored
her
from the bottom of his heart, and she made him feel young again.
Money was never an issue, for Harvey had made plenty of it over the
years,
and Phyllis' world was perfect in every way, for she did not want for
either
love or playthings. A bright, highspirited child, she clamoured for
attention,
and usually she got it.
At that moment the young girl drove her trike into a rock and it
jarred
her off the saddle and onto the cement. Tears began to well up in her
green
eyes and instinctively Harvey scooped her up, holding her close to
comfort
her.
"Are you all right, pet?" He murmured.
"I hurt my knee, Daddy." Phyllis' voice wavered. "I felled off the
stupid
trike an' it hurt!"
"Shh-shh, don't cry." Harvey soothed. "Come on. We'll go clean up
your
knee and I'll have Matilda make some lemonade for you, huh?"
"Okay." Phyllis agreed, cautiously drying her eyes in light of this
new
promised treat. "Can I have ice in my lemonade?"
"Of course." Harvey nodded. "So long as you promise not to try and
eat
the cubes whole again."
"All right." Phyllis nodded. Then, "Daddy, when's Mommy comin' home?
I
painted pictures an' I want to show them to her."
"Later, sweetie." Harvey replied. "I don't know if she'll be back
before
your bedtime."
Phyllis pouted.
"But I wanna show her my pictures!" She exclaimed.
"Well, you can show them to me, and then she can see them tomorrow."
Harvey
suggested.
Phyllis considered this. Then,
"I don't like that man, you know." She said.
"What man?" Harvey looked confused.
"Mommy's friend. We were in the garden this morning an' I wanted to
swim
in the pool but her friend came to the house an' she talked to him and
ignored
me. I don't like him! He's a bad man."
"Oh?" Cold dread gripped Harvey's heart. It had long since been
among
his nightmares that his beautiful, flighty wife might stray from her
marriage
vows, and things had not been quite as solid between them in recent
weeks.
Now it seemed that his suspicions and fears were being played out in
the
words of the youngest and most innocent member of the family.
But though Phyllis was innocent, she wasn't stupid. She eyed her
father's
expression thoughtfully.
"You think he's a bad man too, don't you, Daddy?" She asked.
"I don't know, love. I haven't met him."
"Mommy said I was to run away and play when he came, but I didn't."
Phyllis
announced proudly. "I watched them, cos I thought he might do something
bad
to Mommy. And do you know what happened?"
"No, sweetheart, I don't." Harvey's eyes had lost all of their happy
sparkle
and he looked his full forty-five years.
"He kissed her."
"Did he?" Somehow Harvey kept his tone light.
"It was disgustin' an' I wanted to tell Mommy he was a bad man an'
that
his bike smelled funny, but then Matilda wanted to make brownies an' I
like
scraping the bowl so I went. I wish he'd go away. Mommy's no fun when
he
comes to play."
Harvey did not respond, merely carrying his daughter indoors and
setting
her down on the couch, calling for Matilda.
"Could you see to some lemon for Phyllis? She's hurt her knee on the
path."
He said quietly.
"An' don't forget the ice." Phyllis added importantly. "Lots of ice!"
Harvey frowned, forcing the memories away. He had never gotten over
the
breakdown of his marriage. The violent row Phyllis' innocent
observations had caused, and Liza's subsequent departure still hurt
him, even now. He hadn't
seen or heard from her since, but the final thing she'd said to him had
haunted
him forever - it had cut through him like a knife. She was pregnant,
she'd
told him. Pregnant with another man's child. She wanted a divorce...she
wanted
out. He had protested - what about Phyllis? And she had shrugged and
laughed
in that carefree way that he had once found so endearing.
"She has you, you have money, she doesn't need me too." She had said
airily.
"Really, Harvey, she's just a little kid, she won't even notice that
I've
gone. It's you she chases after every evening, anyway. And to be honest
with
you she's getting very independant - she doesn't need a mother."
He had been stunned into silence by this, and had been able to do
nothing but watch her as she breezed out of the room to pack her
belongings.
It was then that he had heard the sniff, the smothered baby attempt to
conceal
tears that, nonetheless were determined to fall and give her away. And,
as
he looked around the darkened room, he caught sight of Phyllis in the
doorway,
dressed in her nightgown, her teddybear clutched protectively to her
chest,
and her wispy hair flying loose and messy around her face.
There was the unmistakeable sign of tears in her baby green eyes.
"Phyllis!" He exclaimed. "What are you doing up?"
"I wanted to show M...M...Mommy my p...pictures." Phyllis sniffled.
Harvey
hurried to scoop her up, holding her tightly.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart." He murmured. "Your Mommy has...has to go
away."
"Why doesn't she want to stay with me?" Phyllis' childish bewilderment
almost
broke Harvey's heart a second time over.
"Oh, Phyllis..." He sighed, closing his eyes. "I wish I could answer
that.
I wish I knew how. All I know is that she just doesn't feel she can
stay
here any more."
"You had a big row." Phyllis sounded reproachful. "You yelled a
lot...you told me yellin' was bad."
"And so it is, pet." Harvey sounded pained. "Look, I...I don't think
now
is a good time to talk, do you? You should be in bed, and I have a lot
to
think about. We'll talk in the morning before I go to work, okay?"
"No!" Phyllis wriggled away from his grasp. "I wanna talk to my Mommy,
I
wanna tell her to stay, I wanna..."
"No, Phyllis!" Harvey's raised voice came as a shock to both of them.
"You're not to disturb your mother. You go straight to bed, you hear
me? It's naughty of you being down so late and you shouldn't have been
listening, it was a
private talk between your mother and I."
Phyllis pouted.
"Don't shout at me." She said, her eyes hurt and angry and her
expression unlike anything he had ever seen before. "You don't want me
either!"
"Phyllis..."
"Teddy an' me are goin' to bed." Resolutely Phyllis gathered up her
bear,
who had fallen when her father had hugged her. "Night night, Daddy."
"Goodnight, Phyllis." Harvey replied softly, his heart aching doubly
hard.
He had never raised his voice to his only child before, and he knew
that
he had hurt her.
But with Liza's shock announcement on his mind, he could barely focus
on
his daughter's needs. Slowly he got to his feet, walking across into
his
study and closing the door behind him.
Above his head he could hear the padding of tiny feet as Phyllis headed
back
to her bedroom, and somehow he knew things were never going to be the
same
again. That night had changed them all...and there was no going back.
Harvey pushed the photograph back into the desk drawer. Losing Liza
had
never quite been something he'd gotten accustomed to. He had loved her,
in
fact, sometimes he wondered if he still did love her, and it pained him
to
see not only her likeness but her flighty exhuberance of character so
cruelly
shadowed in their only daughter. Everything Pizzazz did reminded him of
her
these days. Heck, even her choice in career. He had been adamantly
against
his daughter entering showbusiness, the memory was still fresh of
Liza's
ambitions to sing, and of her eventual indiscretion with a wild rock
and
roller of the age. But she had done it anyway, and it had been a
further
wedge between them. Pizzazz was every bit as wild and dramatic as her
mother,
with all the makings of the social butterfly temperament that had so
enticed
and burned him. In truth he was afraid for her, but there was nothing
he
could do. He had left it too late to interfere in her life...perhaps he
had
left it too late to even hope to repair any part of their broken
relationship.
"And if she hates me now, it's noone's fault but my own for allowing my
own
hurt and fears to take control and for getting too immersed in my
work."
He realised sadly. "I wish I knew what I could do..if there is anything
I
can still do to make it up to her." He sighed again. "Ah well. A few
days
in DC might just clear my head. I've felt none too clever this last
week,
if I'm honest, and I need to get some routine going again. Hopefully
things
will be better when I get back..."
Chapter One: The Magazine
Chapter Two: A Phone Call
Chapter Three: Washington DC
Chapter Four: Harvey Gabor
Chapter Five: Answering To Eric
Chapter Six: Breaking Down
Chapter Seven: Riot
Chapter Eight: A Change Of Luck
Chapter Nine: Harvey's Proposal
Chapter Ten: A Cunning Plan
Chapter Eleven: As It Should Be
(The Misfits and Holograms and other animated Jem characters are copyrighted to Hasbro Inc. All characters who do not appear in Jem episodes are my own creation. This story is copyrighted to E.A Woolley (2001)