Stefana hurried through the hallways of Rebel Records, casting an
impatient
glance at the watch on her wrist as she did so. It was getting later
and,
though she knew that Rory Llewelyn was out of the office all afternoon,
she had no desire to run into one of her bandmates.
"But if Sophie and Ingrid aren't still here, I might scream." She
muttered,
pausing to check various executive offices as she went. "I want to know
exactly what they're up to - and I mean exactly! I should have known
that,
when they involved Techrat, it was going to be more than just a little
way to get up Rory's ass. But could they really be so damn crazy? Do
they
even know what they're messing with?"
"Stefana?"
A voice broke through her thoughts and she stopped, swinging around
to face the speaker.
"I thought that you had finished work for today, ma petite."
"I've been looking for you." Stefana glowered at the frenchwoman. "And
don't ma petite me. You don't like me, and I'd rather you didn't
pretend
that you did."
"Why have you been looking for me?" Sophie affected a surprised look.
"Was there something you wanted to discuss?"
"Damn right there is." Stefana put her hands on her hips.
"Well?"
"In the corridors? Where anyone can hear us?" Stefana raised an
eyebrow.
"Is that what you want?"
"D'accord." Sophie shrugged, pushing open the door of her office and
indicating for Stefana to follow her inside. "It's just as easy to
conduct
confidential employee conversations inside here...but I think you'll
find
most employees are far too busy to pay attention to another one of your
tantrums."
She spoke in friendly tones, but there was a strange glint in her dark
eyes that Stefana had never seen there before. She faltered.
"What are you going to do to me?" She asked.
"Talk to you." Sophie looked surprised. "Isn't that what you want?"
Stefana hesitated, then followed the executive into the office,
watching
as she closed the door behind them both with a click.
"You're not locking that, are you?" She asked. Sophie stared, then
let out a peal of laughter.
"Do you think I plan to hurt you?" She demanded.
"I have no idea." Stefana said darkly. "All I do know is that I know
things you'd rather everyone around me didn't know, and you've done
time
for stuff before. Should I be worried?"
"Ah, someone has been telling you stories." Sophie looked amused,
making
herself comfortable behind the desk and gesturing for Stefana to take
the
other vacant seat. "Stories of the legendary Sophie Devereux and her
husband,
n'est-pas?"
"Darren mentioned something about it." Stefana nodded. "About how you
were a major league scam artist in France, and how you skipped jail and
fled to America under an assumed name."
Sophie grinned.
"You are not here to discuss with me the excitements of my past." She
said simply. "Though they are no secret and I am not ashamed of them.
My
residency here is legalised now, and an American court has judged me a
victim of an overbearing husband. It is not easy, is it, when you are
coerced
by one you love?"
She raised an eyebrow, and Stefana snorted.
"Bull." She said flatly. "I think you're as much a criminal as..."
"As you are, perhaps?" Sophie asked. Stefana bit her lip.
"I'm not a criminal!"
"I beg to differ." Sophie laughed. "You should not be ashamed,
Stefana...it's
what marks you and I out from other people - that ability to twist the
rules. Not that it matters. In fact, your lack of ethics have proven
useful
to this company on more than one occasion. And I'm sure that will
continue
to be the case."
Her expression became grave.
"So why are you here, if not to banter about my time in a French jail?"
"I want to know exactly what you and Ingrid are up to."
"I thought that was already made clear."
"No, not exactly." Stefana shook her head. "I got to thinking about
what you said - both of you. About Techrat and about your little
mutiny.
Don't get me wrong, I don't much care if Rory spends the rest of his
life
begging for pennies, but if you're pulling me into this, I want to know
exactly what I'm involved in. I've done too many dirty tasks for Rory
without
knowing how deep things really run, and I'm sick of it. I'm not stupid,
and I'm not scared of threats. What I can say about you would hurt a
lot
more than what you could say about me, after all."
"Meaning my plans with Minx, or my chequered jeunesse?" Sophie asked
lightly. "Non, Stefana. Minx and I - we corroborate each other. Two
words
against one, as it were - no policeman would believe you. And as for my
history? Did your friend Darren tell me that he'd made approaches
already
for autobiographical Tribune exclusives? I told you I am unashamed of
my
past. In truth, I miss the excitement."
"I wasn't thinking of telling the police." Stefana's eyes narrowed.
"I could tell Rory. That would put paid to more than just your
delusions
of grandeur. It'd have you and Ingrid both deported on the next plane
out
of here."
"What makes you think he would believe you?"
"I wouldn't care if he did. Rory is paranoid enough to check into it.
I know he's been ticking off Ingrid lately anyhow. Everyone knows
they've
been fighting." Stefana shrugged.
Sophie sighed.
"Are we going to spend the whole of this meeting rebounding threats
off one another?" She asked wearily. "Why don't you get to your point
and
ask me what you want to know? I might tell you without all of this
messing
around."
"I want to know what Techrat's special project is."
"Ah." Sophie pursed her lips. "And if I should not elaborate?"
"I don't think you have to, because I think I know what it is." Stefana
replied darkly. "But the difference is, if you tell me, then you're
including
me in the team. If I have to find out on my own, well, who knows what
team
I'm batting for?"
"Fine." Sophie shrugged. "We were going to tell you, anyhow. Or at
least, we were going to show you."
She pursed her lips, then,
"You know Techrat has Synergy's remains." She continued. Stefana
nodded.
"He's using those to build his own machine."
"His own Synergy?" Stefana swore, then, "Does he have any idea what
in hell he's doing?"
"Naturellement, or Minx wouldn't have trusted him." Sophie responded.
"And you know that our reason for bringing you into this was to find
out
what you knew about the original. Even if it is in someone else's
hands,
Techrat is certain it won't bother us for much longer. It's emissions
are
erratic and unpredictable, and Minx said when she tracked it down that
it was unstable and deranged. The question is, how long is not long?"
"Well, you're looking at the wrong girl." Stefana kept her composure,
though inwardly her mind was racing. "I told you all I knew already."
"I know." Sophie nodded. "But you did also say you saw the real machine
in operation. Perhaps your knowledge will yet be valuable when Techrat
has completed his work."
"Well, if you value my knowledge, I'd tell you to find another way
to frame Rory." Stefana said darkly. "My experience with holographic
computers
is none of it good, I'm telling you. Apart from the fact it threatened
to kill me, that computerised menace doesn't listen to a word human
beings
say. What makes you think Techrat's will be different?"
"Doesn't?" Sophie raised an elegantly shaped eyebrow. "Present tense,
non?"
"You said it was still running." Stefana snapped, inwardly berating
her slip. "Didn't you?"
"Well, I believe Techrat's creation will be under some control." Sophie
said composedly. "Synergy was under Jerrica's control, by all accounts.
The difference is that the man who created that machine is dead.
Techrat
is alive and well, and able to learn from the design flaws of the
original."
"So what, you're going to have this holographic marvel implicate Rory
in some controversial and compromising situations, and force him to
hand
over the company to you?" Stefana demanded. "And then what? You put the
computer back in it's box and take it to WalMart for a refund?"
"I don't much care what happens to it after we are done." Sophie
shrugged
her shoulders. "It is Techrat's machine. He agreed to let us use it, if
Minx arranged for him to look at the original computer's parts. It is
up
to him what becomes of it then."
"And you don't think it's dangerous?"
"Perhaps, but I like the risk." Sophie said complacently. "Don't you?"
"Depends on the risk." Stefana frowned. Sophie shook her head.
"Do not worry. There is no risk to you so long as you keep your mouth
shut." She said softly. "There is a bonus involved for anyone who shows
their loyalty."
"I know." Stefana paused, then, "And if your plan comes off, don't
think I won't collect."
She got to her feet.
"I just hope that you know what you're doing, that's all." She added.
"Stefana, cherie, people say it is impossible to steal from a Federal
Lab, and yet we succeeded without leaving a trace." Sophie replied
calmly.
"People say that it's impossible to understand the twisted mess of
wires
that Synergy was, yet Techrat has done so enough to build his own
machine.
Why should you think us incapable of bigger things?"
She smiled, sending her companion a playful wink.
"Perhaps you should read up some more of the exploits of Sophie and
Jacques Devereux, mm? You might learn something."
Stefana pursed her lips, but made no response. Instead she left the
office, letting the door swing shut behind her with a bang.
As she made her way slowly down the corridor towards the lift, she
ran over in her head what she had discovered.
"So I was right." She muttered. "They are building their own computer.
Hell, if it isn't bad enough we still have Synergy! If Techrat's turns
out to be anything like Cynthia, we're in big trouble. I don't want to
be caught in the crossfire of all of this! But should I tell Aaron and
Sadie what I just found out? It'd be putting my neck on the line
bigtime
and I don't know if they could even do anything about it, anyhow. I
mean,
if it's just going to be used to frame Rory..."
She trailed off, then shook her head, jabbing the buttons to call the
lift to her floor with some impatience.
"Who am I kidding? Synergy was built just to provide Jerrica with a
holographic stage show and look where we are with her now? The thing's
going round the city impersonating people and God knows what else. Like
hell do we need two of those!"
She bit her lip.
"Though Sophie seemed to think Synergy was on the way out. I don't
pretend that I wouldn't welcome that...but if Aaron knew that I knew
all
of this and didn't tell him, would he ever forgive me? I need to work
out
what side I'm actually on for once, and stick to it. It's not gonna
hack
it this time, being on Stefana's side alone. The stakes are too high
and
freakazoid laser computers are about to be unleashed from two angles."
She glanced at her hands.
"But the question is, what can I do about it?"
* * * * * *
"Hey, isn't that Aaron's car?"
As Topaz drew her vehicle onto the front forecourt of the Starlight
Mansion she frowned, casting a glance across the gravel to where the
familiar
red mustang stood. "What's he doing here? Copper, does he know you were
coming shopping with Syl and I this afternoon?"
"Yes, I left him a text to tell him." Copper's brows knitted in
confusion.
"So I can't think that he'd be looking for me here. Maybe he came to
see
someone else...but I would have thought he'd be working. Jewel might
have
a day off, but he doesn't."
"Weird." Sylva pushed open her door, climbing out of the back seat
and coming to help Topaz with unfastening Hollie from her infant seat.
"Unless he's bringing tidings from the obsessive twosome we work
for...maybe
something's come up?"
"These days, everything's coming up." Topaz grimaced, lifting Hollie
up in her arms. "Thanks, Syl, that strap's tricky sometimes and it
doesn't
help that she likes to wriggle."
"She just wants to explore." Copper ran a gentle hand over the infant's
fingers, causing Hollie to giggle. "Well, shall we go inside and see
what's
going on?"
"What about the shopping?" Sylva objected. "I have two new tops, a
dress and a gorgeous pair of pants in the trunk of this car,
Copper...and
with my recent history with car luck, I'm not leaving them there."
"Well, I need to get Hollie inside." Topaz tossed the car keys to her
friend, who caught them deftly. "I think we're due a change, and I'd
like
to do it before she sets up screaming. Grab the bags and lock up for
me,
would you?"
"Sure." Sylva nodded. "I'll meet you both inside."
Topaz hoisted her daughter more comfortably in her arms, leading the
way up the front drive.
"I'm telling you, I can't wait to get this one potty trained." She
said ruefully. "Can you get the lock, Copper? She's wriggling all over
the place."
"Sure." Copper laughed, reaching in her pocket for her own key and
sliding it into the lock, pushing open the door. "Tell you what - you
go
freshen up Baby Jewel and I'll go track down my husband, see if I can't
discover what's going on."
"Deal, though I know which job I'd rather do." Topaz laughed. "Okay,
trouble, let's go." As Hollie began to whimper. "I know, your timing is
wonderful. Catch you in a few, Copper."
Copper watched her friend head upstairs, then she slid her key back
into her pocket, making her way through the house.
"Aaron?" She called. "Aaron, are you here?"
There was no reply, and Copper frowned.
"Aaron?" She repeated. "Aaron, it's Copper. Are you all right?"
"Copper!"
The basement door swung open, startling the drummer in the process.
"Sadie!" Copper's hand flew to her chest. "God, you made me jump! I
didn't know you were home. I saw Aaron's car outside. Is he here?"
"He's down there."
Sadie's expression became grave. "I thought I heard someone calling,
so I came to see what was happening. Is it just you?"
"No - Topaz has taken Hollie upstairs to change her diaper, and Syl's
locking her car and grabbing the stuff we bought." Copper replied. "We
came back here for a coffee before I headed home."
She frowned.
"Is something wrong?"
"Yes, you could say that." Sadie sighed. "I'm not quite sure how to
explain it, or even if I can...computers aren't really my strong point.
But..."
"Something's wrong with Cynthia?" Copper's eyes became big. "What's
happened?"
"Maybe you better go down and speak to Aaron and Cyn." Sadie pushed
the door back to allow her friend past. "I'll stay up here and see what
I can tell the others - I think Cyn would rather not see Syl right at
the
moment, anyhow."
"Not see Syl?" Copper looked bemused. "Why? What did Syl do to deserve
that?"
"She didn't." Sadie shook her head. "It's the other way about."
She frowned as Copper's expression became even more mystified. "Look,
you just go downstairs, huh? I've been asked to soften the blow, so
I'll
let your husband explain exactly what's been going on. Either way, I
think
Cyn would be glad of your company."
"Okay, if you say so." Copper shrugged her shoulders. "Though this
is weird, Sadie. You know that, right?"
"Well, what isn't weird around here at the moment?" Sadie responded
with a sigh. Copper rolled her eyes.
"Point taken." She admitted. She slipped past her British friend,
heading
down into the darkness, and Sadie pushed the door shut, making her way
slowly into the main lounge.
Sylva was there, surrounded by bags from several of Beverly Hills's
most exclusive designer stores and she glanced up as the English girl
entered,
casting her a warm grin.
"Hey, Sade...you missed one hell of a shopping trip." She said. "I
think I almost maxed another credit card - but it was worth it and I'll
totally pay it off when our bonus comes through at the end of the
month.
Look..."
She reached into one bag, pulling out a black dress. "What do you think
of this? Logan is going to die when he sees it, I swear!"
"It's real pretty, Syl." Sadie sank down on the sofa, casting her
friend
a smile. "Though haven't you got loads of black dresses already?"
"Mmm, some, but not like this one." Sylva set the dress down. "Sadie,
what's up? You sound bummed."
"I'm tired and bummed, actually." Sadie grimaced. "And I hate being
the bearer of bad tidings, so let's just say I'm three strikes and all
out this afternoon."
"I don't follow?"
"I need to talk to you about your car."
"Tell me nothing's happened to my new car!" Sylva's eyes opened wide.
"I parked it around the side...didn't I?"
"As far as I know, nothing's happened to the new car." Sadie shook
her head. "I was talking about the old one."
"Oh, thank God." Sylva looked relieved. "I couldn't have two stolen
in the same year, that'd just suck so bad - and I just got to grips
with
this one. But what do you mean? What about the old one?"
"I think I know what happened to it."
Sadie bit her lip.
"Or, rather, who."
"You do?" Sylva frowned. "What was this, some divine revelation? Noone
has a clue who took my car, Sadie, and even less idea of catching them.
It's a lost cause."
"Not so much, actually." Sadie sighed. "Syl, I don't want you to freak
out. I know you will, but, er, try and do it in moderation, huh?"
"Freak out?" Sylva looked puzzled. "Sadie, I know you didn't take it,
if that's what you mean. You were right here when it was taken, so if
you're
having some kind of weird conscience fit..."
"No, Syl. That's not what I mean." Sadie shook her head. "Not me."
"Who, then?"
"Do you promise not to freak?"
"I promise to try."
Sadie swallowed hard.
"We think it was Cynthia." She admitted quietly. Sylva's eyes widened
and her jaw dropped.
"Cynthia?" She repeated. "Sadie, no way!"
"No way what?" Topaz asked at that moment, pushing open the door to
the living room, her daughter in her arms. "Hi, Sadie. I didn't know
you
were home - your car wasn't outside."
"No, I left it at work and got a ride with Aaron." Sadie responded,
as Topaz sat down, settling Hollie on the cushions beside her.
"Why does Syl look like she's giving a guppy mouth to mouth?"
Despite herself, Sadie grinned, and Sylva shut her jaw with a snap.
"You would too if you'd just got told one of your closest friends
might've
stolen your car." She said quietly.
Topaz's brows knitted together.
"I'm not with you." She responded. "Did something happen to your new
car?"
"No, we're talking about the old one. The one that got driven into
a building a few months ago." Sadie said gravely. "Topaz, this will
sound
crazy, but we think...we think Cynthia did it."
"Cynnie?" Topaz was floored. "Why would you think that?"
"Because she said that she thought she did." Sadie admitted.
"But why would she do something like that to me? What did I do to her?"
Sylva demanded. "Hell, she's my friend...and why would she lie to me?
She
let me go and lay into my cousin and everything!"
"Remember that thing we said about not freaking out?" Sadie reminded
her.
"Well, it's not exactly easy not to!"
"No, I know, but listen." Sadie frowned, then,
"Look, guys, Cynthia is not well. I mean really not well." She began
carefully. "She's been having memory black outs and they're getting
progressively
worse. She doesn't know for sure that she did anything, but she's got
some
memories that she can't account for and she believes that's what they
refer
to. And considering what's been going on, I'm inclined to believe her."
"So what...she did this without knowing what she was doing?" Topaz
paled. Sadie nodded her head.
"It, and other things." She agreed. "She was the one who impersonated
Syl at the restaurant, too - the one Stefana saw."
"What, has she got it in for me or something?" Sylva demanded. There
were tears in her eyes, and Sadie shook her head.
"No! Syl, no, you mustn't think that. It's not you, per se. I mean,
we haven't worked out what the deal was with the car yet, or why she
did
that. Even she doesn't know. But Aaron thinks that there's something
inside
of Synergy - some warped original program that was woken up when Aja
jerked
her back to life after Jerrica's death. Aaron remembers that there were
differences to Synergy's startup hologram - as if she'd bypassed the
modern
program and drawn it off the original one. So it's not Cynthia doing
these
things, exactly. It's something inside Synergy that she has no control
over."
She paused, then,
"She's asked that, if Aaron can't neutralise this problem, she be
switched
off." She added soberly. "She doesn't want to be hurting her
friends...and
especially not Hollie."
There was a moment of silence.
"So..." Topaz began, then stopped. She sighed. "So essentially what
you're saying is that Synergy's had a nervous breakdown and developed
another
personality?"
"Something like that, I think. I don't know how it exactly works for
computers...but yeah."
Sadie took a deep breath, then,
"Aaron said that when he began working on her, much of Synergy's
original
core program was damaged. He had to rewire a lot of stuff. We've always
kind of figured she was independant of programming because of that. But
we know that when Jerrica died, that was a shutdown command Emmet put
in
- so she is still using her original program. Guys, a lot of this stuff
that's been going on revolves around Jacqui Benton. It makes a crazy,
creepy
kind of sense. The girl in the club that we all saw - the one who was
so
hostile to us and the Misfits - she's the image of Jacqui Benton as a
girl,
when Emmet first met her. And the JB initials on the hat - Stefana said
that the Sylva who accosted her in the restaurant had a necklace with
those
initials. And when she pretended to be Stefana this morning to me,
there
was a bracelet. Synergy's programming was based on Jacqui Benton. I
think
Aaron believes that what began as a maternal set of instructions has
become
a warped and obsessive one because of the years of damp and neglect."
"So...is she dangerous?" Sylva asked. Sadie shrugged.
"She thinks she is." She agreed. "And Topaz, Aaron doesn't want you
trusting Hollie to her care at all till this is resolved. Providing it
is resolved."
Topaz put a protective arm around her daughter.
"I won't." She agreed. "But it seems a shame. I mean, if it's not
Cynthia
who's actually doing bad things - it's sucky she has to pay the price
for
it."
"Noone would want harm to come to Hollie." Sadie responded softly.
"Least of all Cynnie."
"Is Copper down there? I mean, I'm guessing Aaron is..."
"Yes." Sadie nodded. "Syl, Cyn wanted me to talk to you about the car.
She's torn up about it, and she doesn't really want to face you. In the
circumstances - I know you're upset - but can you, you know, go easy on
her? She didn't do it on purpose."
Sylva sighed.
"I'll do my best." She agreed at length. "It's kinda a blow, though.
I mean, thinking Sammi did this has made our bond worse, and though I
know
I can't go over there and apologise to her, after what she said about
Synergy..."
She trailed off, light dawning in her eyes.
"Wait a minute." She whispered. "When Sammi came over demanding
Synergy,
Cyn was there. Nancy'll tell you. I inadvertantly said something about
her belonging to Jewel and Cyn blew a fuse. She forcibly kicked Sammi
out
and then harangued me like there was no tomorrow. If this split
personality
business has been going on that long, then maybe that's why it was my
car
she took. After all, she was pretty mad at me. And if she was already
unstable..."
"Sounds plausible to me." Sadie nodded. "Didn't your car disappear
the night after Sammi was here, or something?"
"It did." Sylva nodded her head. She looked rueful.
"So it was probably my big mouth and that fight that lost me my car,
anyhow." She added. "Typical."
"Does Cyn think she did anything else? I mean, there is still the
matter
of the missing computer parts." Topaz pointed out. "And the ransacking
at Misfits Music, too."
"It's hard for her to know, but she thinks that if she took the
computer
componants from the FBI, we'd have found them by now." Sadie responded.
"I guess that makes sense, since the logical places for her to be are
here,
Misfits Music and maybe the Star Drive Through - she's found herself
going
there a few times of late. But there's been no sign of them...so I
don't
know."
She shrugged.
"As for Misfits Music - she thinks it's possible she did that, but
she can't remember anything about it if she did. She just thinks the
car
and the ransacking are connected and she's probably the connection."
"We did say whoever was doing this stuff blamed the Misfits for
Jerrica's
death, didn't we?" Topaz pursed her lips. "Would whatever passes for
Jacqui
Benton fit into that category?"
"If you consider she's a deranged interpretation of Jacqui who's
fixating
on stuff...yeah." Sadie nodded. "Avenging her 'daughter's' death would
probably be top of the list."
"Which also explains why she struck at me." Sylva groaned. "Mom's a
Misfit. And we all know how this holo-freak feels about Misfit kids."
"Don't call her that!" Topaz scolded. "It's Cynthia you're insulting!"
"No, it isn't." Sylva shook her head. "If Sadie's right, Cynthia hasn't
got anything to do with this. And besides, if whatever it is stole and
wrecked my beautiful merc, then they deserve to be called holo-freak
and
a lot worse, too!"
"I have to concur."
A fresh voice came from the doorway, and the three girls turned to
see the object of their conversation watching them, a sad expression on
her clever face. Copper was with her, and the drummer slipped past her
into the living room, casting her a reassuring look as she did so.
"Cyn has something to say to all of us." She said softly. "Syl, I'm
guessing that Sadie told you about...?"
She trailed off, and Sylva nodded.
"Sadie's explained to Topaz and me what's going on." She agreed
gravely.
She turned her gaze on the uncomfortable hologram, who dropped her eyes
to the ground.
"I do not know how to explain myself." She said at length. "But I want
you all to listen to me a moment. If Sadie has explained to both you
and
Topaz, Sylva, then I will cut to the chase. I am not stable and I might
be dangerous. That being the case, I am confining myself to the
basement
until this is sorted out. If it loses me my job, so be it. If they knew
what I'd been up to they would fire me anyway, and I deserve to be
fired
in any case."
She faltered for a moment, then gathered the courage to raise her gaze,
meeting Sylva's blue eyes with her own.
"Saying sorry is not enough." She added. "And I do not know how to
make it up to you, but I will do my best. And I will not hurt any of
you
any more. The basement will be barricaded tonight from the outside, so
that whatever happens, I am unable to leave and wreak havoc."
"Barricaded?" Sadie looked taken aback. "Isn't that extreme? Won't
locked do?"
"I am able to holographically simulate keys." Cynthia shook her head.
"And it it not what I choose to do, but what my system chooses to do
with
me whilst I am dormant. Simply locking the door is not secure enough."
"We appreciate what you're saying, Cyn, and your concern for our
safety."
Topaz said softly. "But you're sick and you must be frightened. You
shouldn't
be alone and locked away like a prisoner."
"That is exactly where I should be." Cynthia's voice shook. "I took
Sylva's car and rammed it into a building. I probably wrecked Misfits
Music's
studio. And..."
She bit her lip.
"And I tried to kill Rio Pacheco." She admitted. "I am not safe to
be around."
A round of gasps went up at her final admission, and Sadie got to her
feet, coming to put her arm around Cynthia's shoulders.
"You did what?" Copper stared. "You didn't tell me that downstairs!"
"It was after Jerrica died and I was feeling every which way about
things." Cynthia pursed her lips. "My emotions overtook me and I was so
angry. I was not in control of my actions and had Rose not walked in
and
startled me back to my senses, I would have pushed him out of the top
floor
window."
"You remember doing that, but you don't remember taking my car?" Sylva
demanded. Cynthia shook her head.
"After my altercation with Rio, I took desperate steps with my system
to re-root my rogue emotion." She said sadly. "I believe in my desire
to
be rid of them, I was not as careful as I could have been. I don't
think
I removed them. I think that I just blanked them out. So it means that
now whenever those emotions surge, I am...not myself. And when I do
crazy
things, I do not recollect them fully afterwards."
"Do you remember anything at all?" Topaz asked softly. Cynthia
hesitated
for a moment.
"I remember speeding through the night." She admitted. "And
dialogue...calling
the police, leaving a message...bits and pieces. Enough to tell me that
I took Syl's car."
She paused, then, "It's all right, by the way. I do not expect her
to forgive me."
"Syl will forgive you." Sadie said softly, shooting her bandmate a
meaningful look. "She knows you didn't do it on purpose. Don't you,
Syl?"
Sylva sighed.
"What Sadie said." She acknowledged at length. "Though it's a shock,
Cyn. You must be in a pretty bad way to do something so crazy."
"I fear that I am." Cynthia admitted. She frowned, glancing around.
"Where is Nancy? Is she not yet home?"
"Not yet." Topaz shook her head.
"I had a message from her a while ago that she'd stopped to help Robin
phrase something." Copper added. "Cyn, if you want to get back
downstairs
with Aaron and see what you guys can come up with, then feel free. We
can
tell her what's what when she gets home."
"Perhaps." Cynthia agreed. "It was hard enough to admit my guilt and
weakness to all of you. To do it again would be difficult."
"Then we won't put you through it again." Sadie said gently.
Before the hologram could respond, Hollie seemed to alert herself to
the fact her favourite playmate was in the room and she turned from
where
she had been disentangling the tassels on one of the cushions, delight
in her aqua green eyes.
"Cynta!" She exclaimed, holding out her hands. "Cynta, play!"
This was too much for the stricken hologram and she slowly shook her
head, holographic tears glittering in her violet eyes. For a moment
they
seemed to blur, and she swallowed hard.
"Explain to her why I cannot." She murmured, her voice choking. "I
will not risk her well being."
With that she turned on her heel, heading back the way she came. After
a moment of hesitation, Sadie headed after her, clicking the door shut
behind them.
Hollie's lip began to wobble.
"Cynta!" She protested. Topaz scooped the baby up into her lap,
cuddling
her tightly.
"Cynthia has to go to bed early today, Hol." She said gently, reaching
up to wipe away the tears that sprinkled the infant's cheeks. "Now, how
about we go upstairs and find your dolly, and I'll read you both a
story...that
sound like a good idea?"
"Want Cynta."
"I know, but Cynthia can't play with you right now." Topaz sent a
helpless
look to her friends. "So shall we go read about the princess and the
dragon?"
Hollie continued to pout, and Topaz sighed. She got to her feet,
lifting
the baby into her arms.
"Well, maybe if I take you up to the bedroom, you'll find something
you wanna do up there. You know you like the dragon story." She said,
resignedly.
"Please don't cry, Hollie. It's been a strange enough day and it's
getting
stranger."
Once the two, mother and child were gone, the other girls exchanged
troubled looks.
"And what happens if Aaron doesn't fix the problem?" Sylva asked
softly.
"Is it safe to keep her running?"
"It won't come into it." Copper bit her lip. "I know Cynthia well
enough
to know that she won't put people she cares about at risk if it can be
avoided. You know it too."
Sylva looked grave.
"You mean, she'll shut herself down?"
"I do. And what other option would she have?" Copper sighed. "I love
her to death, Syl, but if it's got so bad that she actually tried to
take
a human life, well, none of us are really safe till she's fixed. And if
that's not possible..."
She hesitated, then spread her hands.
"Then I guess the world will have to do without Synergy." She concluded
sadly. "And so will Jewel."
JACQUI'S LEGACY: PART
TWO
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