Must've Been Love
Chapter Nine: A Lover's Tiff
Meanwhile, across the city and oblivious to all that was going on in
Jack's apartment, Topaz had headed into the centre to the Red Rock Restaurant
in order to meet Cameron for lunch. As she parked her car, making her way
inside, she began to hum an upbeat song under her breath.
She liked having him in California.
Many times she had told herself that her relationship was stupid and
could only lead to heartbreak, for they led such different lives across
the Atlantic, but time and time again her heart had won the battle over
her senses, and she had learned to simply cherish the moments they did
have together without questioning where the future would take them.
He was already there when she arrived and, checking her watch she realised
he was early. Sauntering across the restaurant to greet him with her usual
warm kiss and friendly hello, his expression made her pause. She frowned.
"Is something up?" She asked softly, slipping into the seat opposite.
Cameron started at the sound of her voice, then met her gaze with a troubled
one of his own.
"Maybe." He said slowly. "Rora...tell me honest, huh? 'Ow many people
know about us, 'ere in Cali?"
"What do you mean?" Topaz looked startled.
"Please, Rora. Jus' tell me."
"Well, the other Jewels, Cynthia and Zoe...Aaron, Dean...Jetta, of course."
Topaz replied. "Why? What about it?"
"This mornin' I 'ad a visit from a reporter." Cameron said darkly. "'E
knew who I was, where I was stayin', an' that I was involved with you."
"What did you say to him?" Topaz looked alarmed.
"Nothin', dammit! I told 'im to get the 'ell out of my face an' shut
the door on 'im!" Cameron replied. "But I want to know if you 'ave any
idea who coulda leaked us to the press."
"Oh..." Topaz sighed, running her fingers through her hair. "Cameron,
tabloids are tabloids. They're weasels, the lot of them. They have ways of
finding things out that defy the law, I swear. Maybe they spoke to someone
who works at a hotel we stopped at one time for dinner, or maybe they found
a taxi driver who drove us home from a date. Who knows how they get their
"You don't think someone could've...you know...said something by accident?"
"My friends aren't gossips, Cameron." Topaz said quietly. "And they all
understand the importance of a private life, too. None of them would have
said anything to those kinds of people...they know how much I love you, anyhow.
But I know from past experience that the press can be a spiteful bunch.
When they exposed my relationship with Cliff..." At this point she paused,
blushing. "Well, it doesn't matter. They're a nasty lot anyhow."
"Cliff?" Cameron looked surprised. "Who's Cliff when 'e's at 'ome?"
"Mm, it's not important, Cameron. It was before your time. Some guy I
knew in Canada, that's all." Topaz dismissed it with a wave of her hand.
"He was a jerk and he got himself locked up into the bargain...I'm well shot
of him now."
"I didn't know you'd been scandalised in the tabloids already." He admitted.
"What is the deal with these people, huh? They spy a tiny little story
an' make a huge bleedin' deal out of it! It's not their damn business if
we're seeing each other."
"Too true it's not." Topaz said darkly. "Oh, I wish I knew who had it
in for me. First someone sends anonymous copies of Cliff's charge sheet to
the press when I first join the band, and now they want the dirt on my new
relationship. What is this, Topaz's love annals?"
"What exactly was the deal with this Cliff guy? What did 'e do to get
"Why does it matter? I told you, it was a long time past." Topaz responded
quietly. "I wasn't really in love with him, Cameron...it was...well...just
one of those things. You know what I mean."
"Do I?" Cameron looked more than a little bewildered. "Let me get this
straight a moment. You 'ad a casual relationship with a guy in Canada...one
you didn't even love...Rora, that ain't like you!"
"Mm." Topaz looked troubled, then, "Well, he was a mistake. He...he dealt
cocaine, Cam, if you must know. I didn't know the deal till the police
raided his place and stuff, but the press had a field day when I signed
my contract with Misfit Music. They're like that. They don't have a shed
of humanity in their twisted little bodies."
"Cocaine?" Cameron's eyes almost fell out of his head. "Hell, Rora, what
in the name of God were you involved in before I met you!"
"Nothing!" Topaz looked stricken. "I'm a singer, I sang in a diner...like
I told you the first time we met. That was it. Sure, I dated some guys
who were past their best, but I was never involved in anything illegal!"
"It jus' went from one guy called Cliff to some guys." Cameron's brows
"Oh God, Cameron, don't get all jealous and possessive." Topaz rubbed
her temples. "Listen...that was in Canada. I was nineteen when I left there,
I'd had more than one boyfriend. Of course I had. Did you have girlfriends
before you met me, back in England?"
"Do I look even remotely bothered about it?"
"But none of my ex-girlfriends dealt cocaine."
"So? Nobody's perfect." Topaz's blue eyes began to fill with helpless
tears and she forced them back. "Dammit, Cameron, don't make me cry! We only
have three weeks together, don't spoil it! I don't love any of them, I love
you, all right? I've loved you since we first met in London and there's been
noone else since then."
"I guess I know that. I'm sorry...I 'ad no right to question you." He
said softly. "It ain't your fault if your exes 'ad bad 'abits."
"No, it isn't." Topaz responded, slightly mollified at these words. "So,
what did the reporter ask you, anyway?"
"He offered me money to tell my story of our relationship." Cameron said,
his distaste clear. "Barkin' up the wrong tree with me."
"I'm glad to hear it." Topaz shivered. "I'd hate to be splashed all over
the tabloid press again. Once is bad enough."
Cameron frowned, then,
"Are you ashamed of me, then?" He asked quietly. Topaz looked stunned.
"Ashamed? God Cameron, no! I love you! I just...I just want..." She trailed
off, biting her lip.
"What do you want?" Cameron pressed her. Topaz sighed.
"I want to be left alone." She said wistfully. "I'm not good at falling
in love and I make bad choices sometimes...I don't need the press following
"Am I a bad choice, then?"
"Oh, Hell no! Cameron, what's gotten into you this morning? This isn't
"Well, things I'm beginnin' to find out about you don't sound like the
you I know either, Rora." Cameron said darkly. "I jus' want to know who
you really are, that's all, and why you're so frightened of people knowin'
"You don't want us in the tabloids either." Topaz shot back. Cameron
"No, I don't." He agreed evenly. "But I also want to know you don't want
it...not because you're afraid of some image you girls 'ave 'ere about
celebrity status an' all that, an' playin' the field Sylva -style, but
because you want us to 'ave some precious moments without interruptions!"
"This is stupid. How many times can I tell you I love you?" Topaz sounded
frustrated. "Look, you know what? I'm going home. We both need to cool
off. Maybe when you've had a chance to think about things, you'll realise
how silly you sound. If you get this paranoid over one reporter, heaven
help you if you meet a whole army of them."
With that she was gone, and, regretting his words almost immediately
Cameron got to his feet, heading after her in the hope of catching her,
but she was already gone into the crowd.
In their upset and angry debate, neither had noticed a darkly dressed
figure at the table behind them, her long curly hair swathed in a dark red
shawl and her sharp green eyes cloaked by dark glasses. Had they turned around,
or registered her presence, it would not have taken long for either to realise
she was eagerly paying close attention to what was going on, but both were
too intent on their own problems to pay attention to an oddly dressed stranger.
As they left the restaurant, she made her way nonchalantly up to the table,
crouching and removing something small and insignificant from the underside
of the pine. A slow smile crossed her face.
"Straight into the trap." She murmured. "That sleaze at the press will
pay a good price for this kind of evidence, and I could do with the money.
That creep Rory won't pay out unless he's seeing direct action results,
and I don't want to keep people waiting on cash...don't know what they might
Involuntarily she shivered, then got a hold on herself, refusing to admit
that sometimes the shadowy drug world she flitted in and out of scared
her more than she would like. Sliding the contraption into her pocket,
she headed out of the restaurant with a nonchalant whistle, tossing some
coins down to pay for her drink as she went.
"This should stir up some fun." She mused. "Merry Christmas indeed!"
Chapter One: Twilight
Chapter Two: Diablo's Place
Chapter Three: A Shopping Encounter
Chapter Four: Some New Acquaintances
Chapter Five: A Girl In Love
Chapter Six: Topaz's Advice
Chapter Seven: A Professional Saboteur
Chapter Eight: Melanie
Chapter Nine: A Lover's Tiff
Chapter Ten: Sylva's Decision
Chapter Eleven: One Night At Le Klub Kool
Chapter Twelve: The Morning After
Chapter Thirteen: Stefana Again
Chapter Fourteen: Luca Confesses
Chapter Fifteen: A Christmas Party
Chapter Sixteen: Repercussions
Chapter Seventeen: Christmas Eve on TV
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